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Tanya,



I'm so sorry. Please call me if there's anything I can

do to help you. And I'm so sorry for her son. He

probably won't even remember her. Is there another

parent he's living with?



I'm glad this has made you think about things. It

sounds like you've made a renewed commitmet to staying

alive, and solving your problems as they arise- and

also to helping people, and living a happy and

productive life. It makes me happy to read your

letter, just becasue it confirms changes I've seen in

you over the years, ways you've grown into such a

strong, thoughtful, appreciative, and caring adult.



Also, never worry about me that way. I'm a different

person than I was when we met. There is too much

happiness and goodness and love in life- in being

alive. In the middle of feeling suicidal, though, you

can hardly see any of that- of how magical and good

life really is, however awful the situations are that

arise. People are good, sometimes selfish or stupid or

sick, but underneath everything, I really believe

every living thing is good.



I hope you know that you have the support you need to

get through this now. I'm here for you absolutely- I

think that goes without saying at this point, and

there are so many people who love you. I hope you

feel everyone's love and support, because knowing you,

I know that you have it. Please don't hesitate to call

me with anything,



Love,

Claire