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why do they have to be so stupid (some of them)..

Each day i deal with guys who are so obssesed with me , ...and i ask why .... god cant they get a hint when you say leave me alone or like someone else .... and in some situations its hard to turn that i special guy down that you thiught yiu would be with for a long time, but it never worked out ...... that sucks !!and yiu tell him to turn you down or not talk to you to make it easier on yourself but in the long run its harder ... i have learned that from past experiences .. its not always easy turning people down that you could care about so much

as each day goes by slowly, i realize what i have lost or have i ? Is it just a dream that fills my head ? I cant help but think of him , its like he's glued inside of my head and i am forced to keep him there trapped inside.I can no longer stand this guilt of hurting him , he has to be let go and freed to do as he pleases. He is so attached and i mostly wonder why.... why me??? Of all people , me ... ? ?? This thought has yet to end about how i am doing or how his life is holding up , ..he clams to not be able to live without me , but this is all fake, .... ? RIGHT ?