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Maybe I’m just whining, but I’m rather pissed off about this. It appears that AGAIN I am passed over for promotion within the coven. There are people in there who haven’t been in as long as I have and who have done even less.



Yes it seems people feel the need to turn a blind eye toward me and my skills. Of course it is not just here. It is at almost everything I am in. Sometimes I wonder why I even try to help others or get everyone involved in what is going on. Of course who am I going to bitch to? They would think it childish that I’m upset.



I guess I’ll do what I’m good at. Blending into the shadows and remain hidden. Then at some point in the future people might realise that I am not longer active

So what can be said? My life is on hold, at least for the next month. I don’t know why but I lack the energy to do anything. Even logging onto the computer seems to be too much work at the moment. Getting up and walking all the way across the house to the kitchen seems like work. I know all 20 feet away.



I don’t know what wrong with me. I just can’t seem to care about much of anything. And I feel that the people in my life don’t need me any more. At the moment the only use I feel I have is to pump air through my lungs. Not much of a highlight reel there.



I know the move is a month away and it seems like it is never going to get here, yet somehow I really don’t care about it as much as I use to. I know I still want to move, I’m just not as excited about it anymore. I guess I’m just in a slump right now.