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Hey, saw your journal post and wanted to respond. First, you are not an idiot. You want what most humans want, or what they are taught to want.

............................................................................................................ Actually , only you can make yourself happy, and loved. It must start with you. You are on a spiritual journey and anything physical or emotional is temporary and not why you are really here.

If you do find someone to share it with, that is a bonus, but you can not base your whole life and happiness on love.

Everything will be okay, when you are okay with you. If you want to talk, feel free to shout out at me.

Have a good one.

I've felt this before, Very powerful words.....

I love your poetry!

Hun, you put way too much in emotions. It isn't that you shouldn't have them, just don't let them rule you.

As far as fear goes. Well, there is nothing to fear but fear itself, it is a thief of opportunity.

As for pain, well that is a deep and long subject. Suffice it to say that humans feel pain it is because they chose it as a reaction to something. So, once you know that you no longer have to choose pain as the response. No matter what the situation you can choose to remain calm and ponder what your response should be. Sometimes it is that you should pity someone when they are mean. For they are truely the one hurting. You must have understanding. See past your pain, go deeper into what is the real meat here.

Also, on the subject of pain. there are all kinds, physical, emotional, spiritual, etc... It is up to you how you will respond.

Also, pain can have pleasure in it, and well as some pleasure having pain. Childbirth is a good example of pleasure in the pain.

As for freedom, well that is another deep subject and freedom has many kinds and facets to it. I am willing to be trapped in my body in order to learn in this realm. Therefore I am not free in that sense, and it is willing. Sometimes it takes more power to submit, than to dominate. But there must always be a balance. So, freedom in our minds to create or express ourselves is a true freedom in deed. So, freedom is complicated.

Anyway, hope I helped.

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wow. I like your poetry