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To move beyond the veil

Beyond the dull stale air

Invading my lungs

A way out

That is what I dream.

To not feel so trapped

& be whole again.

Give me something to believe.

That I will transcend

There is a meaning to all this

I will wake up

& I talk to God

But the sky is empty

It always was it always will be

What was is now & what is now isn't real & now is never coming

I face this end with no fear of dying

But instead terrified that I'll remain alive

Everything's moving too fast & I can't watch

It makes my head spin

Fall apart & get back up,

But a little more broken each time.

A little more blood spilled, a little more self respect gone

& I have to ask

When does it stop?

I have to know,

Will it stop?

I need to know

Can I make it out alive

Or have I fallen too hard, too far

The veil descends

& it will never end.

Escape means losing everything

& I already am nothing

I play no role in this grand design

I can only watch,

& dream of the other side...