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was meant to be doing out flat roof today cause winter is here which means loads of rain and its leaking through to the point of where it might collapse, but it didnt happen, dunno why exactly dunno iff dad got the stuff to do it or not, i never held out much hope anyway cause we have been on at him since summer to do it cause we all knew it wasnt going to survive tthe winter storms.



now its raining on and off and when it rains it definately rains and not a thing done bout it, if i knew what to do then i wud have done it long ago.



god familys suck.

well the depression is getting worse day by dad, night by night

i have watched lost in translation every night for like the last week in candle light, i have no idea why though.



i dont know who i am, i wake up everyday with no clue to my identity, i wanna know who i am.



the main source of my depression is due to my ex, i miss her so much and i was stupid to let her go but i know there is no chance of us getting back together but i just miss the feeling of holding her close to me and waking up with her in the morning.



i just really wanna get all this out of my head, i dont want depression i just want a girl that loves me and who i love thats all i want out of life now.