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well i think that i can say ive had enough of being a social person, i mean i tried and well it aint working i just really hate talking and joining in with people, there is just no point to it cause well i have nothing ever to say



ive lost all interest in trying to make new friends and all that shit cause well it just aint happening, i think id rather just be alone for the rest of like maybe 10 - 20 years of my life cause after that id get so depressed that id just kill myself



id do what that guy did though in that collage, but id do it in work and just start shooting people, if police turned up then id have a go at them too cause u know they'll shoot u lol



i got to admit when i heard bout that i laughed my head off, i think it was the best thing that happened since this whole terrist thing started lol that was great too, if i get bored and that war is still going i think ill join in that, have some fun shoot a few people if possible but not my own guys, it wud be a waste of bullets lol.

well this is going to be a very boring weekend, got monday andd tuesday off work so its even longer, im bored already and its only friday afternoon.



i shouldn't have gone to work this morning either there was nothing to do so they put me on the line packing, fucking stupidd things that fit right to the fold of the box then u had to put brackets in too to close it with those stupid flaps that bend before u get it in the slot, the funny thing was they asked to borrow me for 30 mins and i ended up staying on there for 5 hours thats a funny 30 mins to me lol.



and now im home, its way to sunny and hot to go out cause i dont like the hot weather, if it was cloudy and dry thats fine but not bright sunshine thats just too much



im really hoping to save enough money to go to the states but i aint got a clue bout what i need to get and all like visa and all that ddont think i need one but i need to find out bout it all so im at least prepared a lil, travelling to the airport is going to be a bugger to since i have to rely on train or bus and i just know thats going to be a problem seeing as they are all early flights, going to have to stay overnight at the airport i think lol, i think they still let u do that i hope so anyway.