Never lose sight of what's real or important against all odds take a breath and move forward searching for the reason purpose in my life gotta be that backbone for my sons an daughter gotta be that calm voice in the middle of the night turning darkness into light but to tell you the truth I'm scared to death this ain't no walk in the park but what don't kill you makes you stronger when I leave the house I'll protect them like an army there my life there my family even though I'm thousands miles away I thank about them every day you are the reason I'm looking through the eyes of love even though these eyes are full of pain celebrating every little thing that sheds a ray of light
I'm just trying to keep my head above the water an be the person I'd want for my son's an daughter..... I'm stuck between hell an trying to care it's time to knuckle up looking through this point of view I feel like something is missing inside of me I don't want my life to go nowhere ain't got my fuckin family by my side something handing me the device to pass this insanity five fingers round a 380 as I wonder to myself if I'm crazy life has took a turn for the worse if I make it will I face it all alone what would they tell my kids that daddy died but he loved you but he was to selfish to carry on so I stand up from the dirt and the cold an finish what I started over come this demon within me for my family who I never stopped loving I wanna cry like a man who is afraid to death
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DragonVvvVPrincess
18:53 Sep 18 2015
Wonderful!~Mina