after 3 years my humen and I have desided it would be best if I were to leave...I care for him, dont get me wrong but I have been planing on leaving soon anyways...I will miss it here...I will miss my cat and the family that I have grown so attached too....It hurts like hell, I cant even descibe how it feels to know after so long with someone, I might not ever see them again....I cant stop crying to save my fucking life...my kitten has always been and always will be like my lil furry son, but I cant take him with me and it kills me to know I may never see him again either, but he is happy here so i will not disterb that...I juat hope they both know I love them and that I am so so sorry for hurting them...and hopefully my mom will get off my back about coming home cuz I really dont wanna go back to my moms, I will just go live with my co worker and soon I will be able to see someone I love very much...
I am so excited I could explode, I almost have enough money to go see my lord and my family in virgina... I wont have my car by then so I have to take a bus but I dont mind that at all I will just sleep the whole way if I can lol Butterflys prolly wont let me sleep, but I cant wait, it will be the best days anyone could ever dream of :) well just thought I would ramble about my excitement
more and more people are treating VR like a myspace or something....it is a place for vampyres and goths to come and be a family, not to find a girlfriend or boyfrien although you may find this, it shouldnt be searched for here...I just feel this way because I have finally found a sort of haven on this site and with select people and more of those people are leaving because of all the people coming in!
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Hang in there I say because even at the darkest of tunnels there is always a bright light and dont let someone ruin your fun on here I did once and now regret it.^_~
I hope everything goes well for your trip and good luck but be safe.
I see nothing in your eyes
And the more I see the less I like
Is it over yet?
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet?
I can't win
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away please
[Chorus:]
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
'Cause I will be the death of you
This will be all over soon
Pour the salt into the open wound
Is it over yet?
Let me in
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away please
[Chorus:]
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
'Cause I will be the death of you
[Bridge:]
I'm waiting
I'm praying
Realize
Start hating
[Chorus:]
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
'Cause I will be the death of you
I am so sick and tired of being judged and picked at for what I am...in this damn town 2 ppl I have told, how others know I have no idea, and at work I am being picked on for it, being told I am crazy and that i am trapped in a fake world, I am done here, I hate it here with all these worthless excuses for humans!!I am leaving here as soon as possible!
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MorbidAngels15
14:55 Mar 31 2009
hun im sure you moving back to your mums will go fine.....you have told me loads of stuff about that guy you was with and sometimes it wasnt so nice :( i know this might sound mean but maybe it is for the best.......maybe not forever whos knows, but you going to your mums will clear your head abit....
Keep ya chin up hun :) im here for you :)
xxx