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20:01 Jul 31 2009
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AHHHHH GETTING KICKED IN THE RIBS OMG THAT HURTS! LMAO ROTF
18:50 Jul 31 2009
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working a bit here lately, its my only escape from the house these days ugh..was up all night lol
23 weeks and counting down14:35 Jul 29 2009
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well I have 117 more days before the little man is out lol Its taking forever but I am just sitting...waiting lol a lot of weird stuff has been going on, Damien and I got the help we needed fiscally and al that but his mom is trying to take most of it just cuz she thinks she can, her and I got into it yesterday cuz she had said i was a worthless excuse for a mother and that I shouldnt even bother keeping the baby cuz she was gonna take it from me well....I dont really wanna say what my reply was but she cried lol I didnt HA, I hate living under someone elses roof cuzx you are obligated to respeact them no matter how fucking stupid they are or how wrong ugh well monday marked my being 6 months pregnant i am hoping it flys by from here cuz I wanna hold him so bad lol
17:59 Jul 24 2009
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its funnt how you know what needs to be done..and it can be done but another is saying its unrealistic or just a dream...how the fuck can it be a dream if it is possible?! i hate dumb old bitches that think they know everything i.e mother lol I am so tired of being told what i am and am not capible of when I know this myself and i hate being told that we as a family cant do something when one is not even willing to fucking try its laziness and selfishness to keep me and the baby here when we can be elsewhere happy and healthy without a worry but no...gotta have it your way but i don't see you taking responsibility for the baby you helped me make jackass, its all been on me since i knew i got pregnant .....ugh
one thing wont stop crossing my mind..well one person, what could have been maybe even should have been but ~shrugs~ what can a girl do? but i still...cant help but think about it and them...every damn day....ugh idk what god has in store but i wish he would just tell me so i didnt cry so much..so that I could accept whats to be and move on or stay close, I am more confused now than ever but its nothing to worry about , something i can get passed and I am not hurting or disreaspected so dont fret about that, I am a big girl i can handle myself like one too lol
ugh my dear friend your my curse but my light in all the darkness....whats a girl to do? ~giggles~
15:24 Jul 22 2009
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AHHHH I am having fake contractions again! it wont be to much longer and he will be here with us guys :) just pray that I can get all his stuff before he desideds he wants to see mommy and daddy :) they are 20 min apart so i am gonna lay on my side and hope they go away
my guess is I will have him at 32 weeks ;) just a feeling but idk
19:49 Jul 21 2009
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Alexi Kenneth this week :) 22 weeks
22 weeks pregnant15:28 Jul 21 2009
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22 weeks now, its getting closer..I have been working alot lately I dont get a day off until friday but i dont get paid for two more weeks ugh but at least work will keep me busy, I just wanna start getting baby stuff soon! its driving me insane, I am in the nesting stage and wanna work on baby stuff but cant...ugh i will live :) In one week i will be six months pregnant :D just three months left to go everyone XD YAY god i miss a friend theses days...kinda lonely but idk * sighs* I will be ok
meeting11:50 Jul 18 2009
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I have a meeting this morning at work...blah lol but afterward i get to go pick up the paint for the babies room and some more maternity clothes cuz..well..I cant fit into anything anymore..big surprise lol I am very happy to be back at work it feels nice to have a place to be and to have something more to do than clean and play games, the money is nice too lol
feelings and b/s :)13:02 Jul 17 2009
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things are getting better here at the home stead...damien's mother still makes me wanna slap the hell outta her though cuz she thinks everything has to be her way and that she knows it all...well he is my son so back off him ya old bag lol my mood is slowly changing from fear to excitement...since i was five i have always wanted a baby, but i wanted to wait until i was about 25 or so lol boy do things change 0_0 Alexi's kicks are getting really strong lol they hurt sometimes kinda feels like pop corn poping in my tummy but with force ha I feel so greatful for everyone that is helping me and so is Alexi, it means the world to me :)
we are painting the babies room on sunday its gonna be blue and green stripes with orange shapes :) the nurses say its best to have alot going on with colors and stuff cuz it helps developement and all that so that will be fun
thats about it lol
21 weeks11:45 Jul 14 2009
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well we are getting really close to that 40 week mark and we have nothing ready for this little guy but I am gonna try to get mom to let us borrow the car so we can sell some clothes to get Alexi's room finished and get him some clothes and stuff cuz we dont have much for him right now lol but we are working on it
week 2012:08 Jul 06 2009
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20 more weeks to go and Alexi will be here I am officially half way through this so called blessing called pregnancy lol this kid has kept me up all night with heartburn and kicking for his dad 0_0 i look like a zombie lol wont be able to sleep til damien gets up and says hi to the baby haha hopefully i can get back to work here in a couple of days cuz its driving me nuts being home all the time lol
baby shower planning17:28 Jul 05 2009
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ok lol I have some fun baby shower games
baby bingo- self explanitory lol
poopy diaper guessing game HAHA- you melt a chocolate bar and streak it through the diaper and who ever guesses what they are wins a prize :)
baby outburst- whoever can blurt out the most stuff that has to do with babies win the prize :)
guess mommies tummy size- you take a ball of string or yarn and pull it out and cut it and when everyone has theirs they wrap it around the mom to be's belly and who ever gets it the closest wins the prize
the trait game- guess what the babies gonna look like by guessing what traits he will get from mommy and daddy
the cotton ball game- one bowl is filled with cotton balls and the other empty and you blindfold the players lol you use a kitchen spoon to move them from one bowl to the next and who ever gets the most in wins the prize :)
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Lordpeace
06:54 Aug 01 2009
lol alexi behave yourself