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its way to early for me to be up on a saturday but I havent slept well lately. It feels like alot of things are falling apart around me and I cant stand it! My mind races at 1000 miles an hour but doesnt really go anywhere..well it does but I dont wanna post anything about that lol..I feel like my memories been clouded, recently but maybe I just dont wanna remember things I am not sure at this point. I love everyone and thats seems to get me into more trouble than good, cuz I am too trusting with everyone, I wear my heart on my sleeve all the time and anyone can steal it with a few sweet words..idk I am kinda in a weird mood today but noone be afraid to talk to me I am also in a good mood lol

I am having a lil bit of trouble staying with my boyfriend because of how he is..idk what to do...I am so tired of feeling like a mom not a mate...maybe its because hes not like me..I want him to be like me so bad it hurts...maybe its because I am so lonely in the since of other vampires idk

lol idk I am hyper a lil bit, I am really happy to be making more friends who accept who/what I am...some ppl dont belive but thats fine, we vamps know the truth and have our oun stories to tell! I am proud of what I am I just hate feeling so alone all the time...

my boss drives me friggen nuts! she wont tell me if they need me at work today..and I need to know...idk I think I am just irritateed today, i havent fed for like three days and i really need to...lol well ttygl

I am finnally accepting what I am and being more open about it but I am scared to death of what my best friends will think..and I feel like I dont belong anywhere like I am just flouting about my life without a purpose..this never ending thirst burns so bad and it is so hard to control myself that i am afraid i will hurt someone..I feel like I need to feed everyday and I dont wanna hurt anyone, and I need help but i dont know where to get it because I am one of a kind in my filthy lil town....

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OldVampire
17:08 Jan 29 2009

I know how you feel I have been alive for a very long time now and i have found a way to stop the thurst come to me I can help you I am just like you a vampire that lives in the humen world I may be the only one that can help you with this so messege me back

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