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Emo NO self protective YES, so many people have fucked with me..and my emotions and I have had enough! If you wont truly be my friend and want a one sided thing then fuck off, you need to be willing to play your part too! I hate how this is amusment to some people..tears were shed for fakes, my heart has broken for amusement..isnt that nice guys? Well everyone needs to fuck off..I am close to leaving VR!

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Lordpeace
11:51 May 01 2009

know i am here if you need me whenever you need me

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this morning before work my mother in law and I went baby shopping and went to brekfast we went and got the baby a blanket a few towels and some wash rags with kittens and puppies on them :) we also got a giggling teddy bear ( i think I will like it more than the baby will lmao) but that is my baby udate for today :) this week the baby is starting to think and cn feel the vibrations of voices and is growing tiny lil fingers and toes I have a feeling now that its a boy and my babies dad and his family have a history of BIG babies ( ouchies :( lol

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chrysanthemia
15:46 Apr 25 2009

Baby shopping? Hah. i like that.

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I went to the hospital yesterday for my first ultrasound and I got to see the baby! it moved for me and its heartbeat sound so healthy :) it looked like it was waving at me hehe from the first second I saw that kid..I was in love..thats a little peice of me living in my belly..its all so amazing...I got to see the start of its little fingers and toes and its arms and legs, it has a big head lies its father HA but i love it more than anything in the world!



Boy- Alexi Kenneth

Girl- Wensday Rose ( I know its not spelled right lol)



those are the names that were picked :)



I am 9 weeks now which means I am just going into my third month :)

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.

Even now, I realize the time I'll never get.

Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate.

I can't go back again.

I can't go back again…

But you asked me to love you and I did.

Traded my emotions for a contract to



Commit. And when I got away,

I only got so far.

The Other Me Is Dead.

I hear his voice inside my head…

We were never alive, and we won't be born again.

But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.

You told me to love you and I did.

Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit.



So when I got away,

I only kept my scars.

The Other Me Is Gone.

Now I don't know where I belong…

We were never alive, and we won't be born again.

But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart.

Dead Visions in your Name.

Dead Fingers in my Veins.

Dead Memories in my Heart

I am so sick and tired of trying to help and being pushed away...I am tired of hearing bad things about who I love...I hate all of it its enough to make me wanna leave this site!!! I am tired of being ignored and laughed at!! FUCK ALL YOU GUYS WHO LAUGH WHILE I AM DOWN!!!! I just needed to rant or I would have hit somone!

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Lordpeace
13:27 Apr 21 2009

smiles sometimes you do need to hit someone it can help

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newlyawaken
14:01 Apr 21 2009

Isnt that the god damned truth!!! haha

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well alot has happened since I last posted ...lets see I have tried to leave NA to be away from Ryu but desided to be blinded anyway..I am eight weeks pregnant I think its a girl...not 100% on that though lol

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TimothyFallen
14:18 Apr 16 2009

guess we'll have to wait and see lol

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iwant2bebitten
19:02 Apr 17 2009

Hey I cant send any more messages... you can email me at marks_man_21@yahoo.com or my number is 806-928-1788

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I just found out not to long ago I am seven weeks pregnant...My humen and I desided to stay together and things have been going well for us as a family :) I am hoping for a girl and he is hoping for a boy hehe I left my coven..FINALLY and feel much better..I hate being told what to do and who not to speak too...there is alot of drama with my sister Slave4you and I wont stop standing beside her, no matter what happens she is my sissy! idk just having a lil bit of a hard time right now but it will all be ok in the end :)

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TimothyFallen
14:18 Apr 16 2009

To start a new u must forget the old

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