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the concept of death has become my friend i long for it i welcome it so wont you help me get it back i love you come bleed with me bloody we will leave this world behind with all of our troubles and regrets so come see i started already the red is flowing now and in this way i will say farewell goodbye

i want to just stop breathing

i want to just be gone

i dont want to see tomorow

cuz i cant live for today

i am no stranger to the pain we swim in i breath it in night and day i then have to bleed it out life is simply a pool of hate those who cant swim drown everyone striving for the shallow end when we all know that no one makes it alive

needles needles poke my skin never never never again crying crying as i lie crying crying as you die kill me kill me as you lie kill me kill me as i die

why dont people understand why cant people see im still the person i used to be this does not change who i realy am their perception may be altered but i am still me the same person they used to know nothing has changed just their knowlege about me which was little to begin with

look mommy, see daddy,

i wrote a poem for you on my wrist

i used a razor for a pen

you always ask me how i feel, what i think

here, its all there- read on

through the pain, through the anger

the hurts and the fears,

is a mirror for you made of blood, sweat, and tears

your years of questions i left unanswered

all come free now that i go away

waving sorrowfully, goodbye