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I feel pretty fucked up almost as If I was falling into my self nothing seems real anymore it's like I fell asleep woke up n the world was fucking slump change... bitter some fucking zombie apocalypse shit!! If u catch my drag. I'm fucking stoned as I write this shit so bare with me.hate this feeling it's almost 3 am I'm just sitting here high as shit can't tell what real n what not!! Sudden noises

That trigger ur fucking heartbeat n suddenly everything's stops so fucking silent u can hear ur own fucking chest beating..... ugggg one moment I'm like party!!!!! Snorts smokes takes a few drinks .. the next I feel like shit sitting in my room trynna figure out. Whats my next move... 2:14 am.... can't sleep wired..lmaoo I'm like motion fucking sickness then it goes away

N as I'm sitting here writting this my mind is thinking bits n fucking pieces!!! Nothing makes sence .... fucking waste that moment u wanna smack some sence into ur self But to lazy to do it!! ""