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Pissy



5-16-01 soft



Fuck me, fuck you, fuck them too,

I just hate the whole damn lot of you,

Have to live the lie day by day,

And I'm running out of things to say.

And the ones I know to be true,

Sometimes even they don't come through,

Why is it all I do is give,

Is that the only reason that I live,

To take all the crap away from you,

It fills me up ~ and empties you.

Well thats fine, its what I do best........

But sometimes I just need to rest,

And have the care given back to me......

One day one of you just may see.



But I won't hold my breath......

5-24-01 Soft



Thankyou.

For the understanding you gave me the other night,

When you looked into me and saw the light

Thats been hidden from view so long.

So now ~ you can come along.......

When next we meet we'll walk again

Chasing glowworms down the lane,

And underneath a moonlit sky

We'll watch bats and owls skimming by ~

And the magic grows as on the shore

We run as waves crash and surf roars.......

We'll pick up pebbles lain down over the years

And talk of our hopes, dreams and fears.......

Now a journey is beginning ~ my soulmate so far away

And travelling alone scares me ~ at least now I can stay

and talk awhile with you my friend, I know you'll understand,

And that you'll be there for me to lend a helping hand.

Where the journey takes us no~one knows for sure,

For some it is too frightening ~ for me it is a lure....

I have to find out all I can about what I am within,

And now I know you're there for me.....watch ~ for now it begins........

Let me in



4-30-01 soft



Let me in, so I can help you,

Let me in, so I can care,

Let me in, so I can see you through,

So when you cry I can be there.

You can do it alone if you want to,

But it'll take so much longer that way,

And there's so much good that I could do,

If you'd only let me in to stay...

Let me in, so I can see you,

Let me in, so we can talk,

Let me in, so I know what to do

When it's time for us to walk the walk.

The heart has turned to stone I know,

But that doesn't mean that I can't care,

I'll love you through the highs and lows,

Just let me in ~ let me be there.......

She looks deep into the dark waters of her life

And wonders how she got here, to this point

She had it all or so it seemed

But he couldnt walk with any of her dreams

so she left it all behind, so much pain along the way

But she knew thered be a better day.

Then the one, the one and only, appeared from times gone by

And she knew him, and she loved him, only one to ever make her fly

To the realms and the depths and the heights

She remembered the nights long lost.....

But the cost.......

And it ended ~ how ~ why ........oh god why.

Days now gone by, still there, in her hearts space, always and forever.

Still there.

And he walked in, her angel, her saviour or killer

Who knows.......who cares........

She is strong, she will survive, no matter what comes now

Or goes, or stays....

What will be will be you see and she knows that,

Always has.

Lucky more than most

Some only have the chance once..........

Three is such a magik number.

So she sleeps light, a mere slumber

And dreams....of what was, what could have been and is now.

And wishes ~ so many wishes