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Typo demons, bane of my life. I promise I do proof read but see the little buggers put these special typo demon anti glare glasse on me so I just sail past them and only see then three days later when they glare back at me in all their glory.



So they will eventually disappear......mind you my typos tend to like wandering other peoples keyboards so be warned, best get a vacination course set up lol

The past is never far behind, always lurks behind a door somewhere ready to jump out and bite you in the ass.



I always prefer to be the biter rather than be on the receiving end.



I have from time to time pissed people off, on and offline, wouldn't be ....... hell nearly said normal then lol, but for want of a better word it will suffice for now........normal if I didn't, but usually it's a misunderstanding, difference of opinion whatever. But whatever the reason i will laways stand by my actions good or bad and when necessary will bite whatever bullet is offered and sort shit out.



Interesting to watch others and see how they deal with their doorways opening.



Seems that a couple are deciding to deal with their past mistakes by taking snide potshots and making themselves out to be holier than whomever. Now, that's caused some amusement in some places but it has also taken off kid gloves. Snide comments from dark corners will, when dealing with weak and spineless people will maybe bring a snide comment back or no comment at all.



I've been called a few things in my time weak hasn't been one of them. I do things my own way, sometimes a jugular sometimes a small pin prick to start a slow and painful bleed but....and trust me on this ... give me the opening and I will take it, use it and deliver the final blow as and when I choose.



The bigger problem of course is when I am not playing alone. Thats becasue the ones I rate as being worthy of spending my time and energy with are innovative, intelligent , imaginative..oh the I words come out today lol....and they are playing also. Damn I know I'm glad I haven't been sniping from the shadows at me and mine 'cos I'd be wodnering right now whats coming at me next.........



So in short, you started it. Look forward to it being finished.

Forgive and forget, statement used so many times by so many people.......so many people usually means it's a quote overused and misunderstood and they expect me to conform to that?.......



Um don't think so lol



Now people can do and say what they want to me, how I react is a different ball game everytime. I never, ever forget ~ not a word a glance an action ~ and forgive? not sure that's a word in my vocabulary.



I will just view the situation as it is, look at all aspects then either move on or away. On occasion I will let things go and rearrange the friendship, relationship, whatever, to meet with the new knowledge I have found with that person. perhaps they can no longer be regarded as 'in' the inner core, but are still fun to be around. perhaps we can sit and sort the problem and be tighter than we were before.



Or perhaps they crossed the final line, that line which means game on or final departure or........ *grins* both.



Seems someone has decided that though they crossed a line they should never have dared to walk toward, they feel safe becasue we meet in a different setting. ???? And how pray does that work ~ be a bitch in one place but expect redemption in another, you a snake to shed that particular skin then? trouble is we have watched various skins being shed and yet another slimeball crawl out from under the stone so, not happening lol.



Nope, I don't forgive and I don't forget. The best you can hope for is that I will move to a different phase with you, the worst is that I can remain as pissed at you and will remain that way.



Hard to imagine hat this sweet thing could be that way, but then, if it does suprise you, lol, you knew me less well than you foolishly thought you did anyway.

Sitting here waiting to get info on how to get a premium membership lol cos I have sooooo much I want to do but can't with tied hands..... fed up of buzzing round in mozzy guise so need to move up a rung.....wondering if I can reoen my old homestead account, just realsied I deleted all the fucking emails from them so won't have the info to do it which pisses me off no end, and I had so much stuff there that was wiped off my PC in a reformat and loss of saved disc so a very pouty Nas is just sitting here wondering whether to go swat a Dom on the ass.....



*grins at Dom*

Referred from another community where people come together and form............wel, all sorts of things, friendships, dislikes, hatreds in some cases. And some form bonds that stretch over miles to become something more real than one can get in real life.



I have found kindred souls in my time playing in the ether, kin who have opened eyes and doorways and answered questions I had searched the answers for for years.



And so we come to this place, to see what we may or may not find in the shadows here............we bring our friendships, our dislikes and a few hatreds...........but those hatreds we know of and have reformed a few lost friendships because of them so I guess we should say a big thankyou.



Anyway, as to what i am and believe I will share a few thoughts along the way.........or not, lol, some things you will see if you have the eyes if not you will just see the surface as so many do.



Walk safe and well in your own footsteps, let others worry about theirs.