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i see the moon

i see the stars

i can almost touch them

i can almost feel their welcoming embrace

but their just above the surface

and im here below the waters line

falling deeper in my own abyss

of tears and blood

the waters weight is pain on my chest

i reach for you

to take my hand

and pull me out of this darkness

instead i lay here

sinking further

have you forsaken me

my own tears, blood and sweat

your tears, blood and sweat

broken promises and mistakes

pull me to the bottom.



still i see the moon and stars

their just above the surface

close enough to touch

far enough only to cry out and not be heard

scars show the sorrows and trails of the past

stitches show the battles and wars of what was recent

bleeding wounds show the violence of what is present

memories shown running down my face

as tears no one understands

memories burned in my heart

past present and future all takes its toll

the weight of your mistakes

broken promises and emotional ups and downs

are weights on my heart and being

the weight of my mistakes

my demons i fight inside my head and out

the weight of promises i have broken

are weights on my chest, my breath, my life



dont you see me reaching

wanting to be pulled out

wanting to feel your hand in mine

the moon and stars i can see them

almost touch them

but they are just above the surface

sticks and stones, broken promises, broken words mistakes made and apoligized for steps taken and still my heart is bleeding. its been stitched up and those stitches have been ripped out time and time again. only this time i have but myself to blame. but i was there for your fuck ups i was their through your mistakes, i was still your rock and i still showed love and caring but your just going to watch me burn, kick me further under the surface when im drowing when out of anyone you are who and what i not only want but need