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Alone in this house again tonight

I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away



Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To hell with my pride

Let it fall like rain, from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry.



Would it help if i turned a sad song on

"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way



Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To hell with my pride

Let it fall like rain, from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry.



oOOo



Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To hell with this pride

Let it fall like rain, from my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry.



mmhmm mm

I don't wan't to grow up, I'm a Sex-R-Us kid. A million toys at Sex-R-Us that i can play with. From dildo's to vibrators to ediable undies, it's the BIGGEST Sex store there is. Jeeze wiz! I don't wan't to grow up cuz baby if I did, I wouldnt be a Sex-R-Us kid.



Can you tell whats on my mind??????????????????



i'm gonna go hide in a hole now

~Tell me what you think~



Have you ever had a dream over and over?

I don’t mean in the same night.





There is a certain dream that I have had almost every night

since I was a year and a half old. I know your going to tell me that there is no way I could remember it but I do.



When I was younger and I had this dream it was like I couldn’t see the details, they weren’t there. I would be in one place one second

and another a second later. I couldn’t hear sound in the dream. The only sound I would hear would be me screaming. As I got older it

became clear. I can also hear all the sounds in this dream. I can feel things.



Maybe if you had this dream you would be like "oh whatever". But for me it scares the shit out of me. Whenever I have this dream I wake up in a cold sweat, and my blanket that I always have over me is always soaked.



In my dream there is a truck. When I was little it just a

truck, but now it’s a silver, 4 door extended cab, and it also has a trailer on the back. The trailer is black with a long white scratch down the side. And one of the wheels is loose so it makes a lot

noise when it comes down the street. The driver is a man. He is real shaggy and he has long hair and he smells like ginger bread. Ok well

my dream goes like this:



I’m seven years old I’m just out in my front yard walking around. I can hear the birds chirping kids playing in the distance. I also hear this noise coming from behind me, and of course I turn around to see what it is. It’s a truck coming down the street really fast. The loose tire on the trailer is making a lot of noise

because of the speed the truck is going. As it’s coming closer I just stand there and watch. But then I get this strange felling and

I get back about 5 feet from where I was standing, just as I stop moving the truck pulls up on the side walk right in front of me. It

takes me about two seconds to realize who the guy is (I don’t know that much about him). After I realize who he is I turn around and

run into the house. I run up the stairs to my bed room. As I open the door to my room I see my real mom sitting on my bed. I stare at her for a little bit until I hear the front door open. As I hear the door open I run to my bed and sit by my mom and wrap my arms around

her. I look up to her and it’s like she doesn’t even know I’m there. Then the door fly’s open and the man is just standing there. He

stares at my mom then I look up at her she nods her head, and some how I go from the bed to his arms. I’m screaming my lungs out and

crying. I then look at my mom I look into her eyes and she shakes her head “no”. The man carries me out of my room and closes the

door. And after that I wake up.