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The sunshine is my bliss

Second only to your kiss

The moon light is your touch

I hunger for so much



The wind is your caress

A breeze of tenderness

The rain cleanses my brain

Your words are my refrain



A whisper in my ear

The words I long to hear

The touch of your hand on mine

My life is simply fine



The stars light up the sky

There's a twinkle in your eye

There is nothing to betray

The love I feel today

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cadrewolf
09:22 Jul 29 2015

Excellent words

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BeauBradalhard
18:14 Jul 29 2015

Oh my gosh! This is lovely!

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The surf beating against the sand

does nothing to curb my ire

people claim to be your friend

until they feel your passion and fire



I work hard to earn my way

I dont ask for handouts

I Am proud of what I have built

Dont judge me...support me



Life is hard we all have wounds

So be careful of your words

be thouhgtful before you judge

we all have sorrow We all have pain



It Is a common refrain

to lament a sad life

but every day the sun comes up

to start it fresh again



It wasnt perfect yesterday

tonorrow is a gamble

but today is our chane

to start all over again



So forget about the should haves

dont waste your time on could haves

today is the golden chance

to perfect your every dream



Dont let disappointment linger

dont let dreary set your tone

tell the stupid bastards

to make a life of their own

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BeauBradalhard
19:15 Jul 23 2015

I too eagerly wait to read your written words. Beautiful... and uplifting. So true, how the sun will rise each morning along with the brand new offer of chance, another opportunity to heal, to put the past behind us and start anew.

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The constant noise clamoring in my head

The never ending sense of dread

Holy fuck...I'm worth more dead



Used and abused when I just want to sleep

The thoughts of deaths continue to creep

Inside my mind until I weep



Turn down the volume shut off the sound

If only I were deep underground

would peace and solace finally be found



I don't want to be your rock

I don't want to the mind the clock

I don't want to hear you mock



Kiss me once kiss me dead

Drain the blood from my head

I can't get off this god damn bed



I take the pills to erase the pain

Only anger is what I gain

Why the hell should I remain



Then one thought occurs to me

There is the moon that I see

Maybe she can set me free



I don't have to smile or pretend

Or make a promise to amend

because she loves me to the end



No judgement does she ever make

No part of me does she want to take

There is nothing I must ever fake



So bang my head against a wall

Work and sweat until I fall

Until I get the reapers call



Or maybe as the days go by

I will give living another try

And wait to say my last goodbye

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BeauBradalhard
02:53 Jul 15 2015

Reading it over and over... How your words make so much sense and I can also relate.... Excellent.

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Chasing after stars and laughing at the moon

Sucking helium from a polka dot balloon

Running through a wilderness of flowers

Will it take away the gloom?



Singing in the shower a little bit off key

Dancing in the car for everyone to see

Soaking up the sunshine on a lazy afternoon

Takes away the sadness takes away the gloom



It may be only temporary for an hour maybe two

The colors of the rainbow not just seeing blue

The heart that beats inside you gets stronger every day

Shatters through the sadness erases some more gloom



Dreams turn into sunshine that dances on you face

Tears turn into flowers taking sorrows place

The darkness turns into contentment you thought you'd never find

Escape eternal sadness deny a life of gloom

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BeauBradalhard
19:08 Jul 11 2015

I took the time last night to read through your journal and I'm blown away... and I can't get enough. AMAZING!

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It wasn't me, it wasn't you

It wasn't lies, it wasn't true

It was the magic of a dream

It was the the words that wrote the scene



It wasn't really just a flirt

It wasn't really just a game

It was a walk from reality

It was a trip to far away



It wasn't selfish, it wasn't blind

It wasn't cruel, it wasn't meant to be unkind

It was a shining place of joy

It was the fantasy between a girl and boy

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cadrewolf
19:42 Jul 07 2015

excellent words

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BeauBradalhard
19:40 Jul 08 2015

Wow, reading over the things you've written and I'm finding I want more to read! ...Excellent.

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The flash of color is exciting to the eye

The sound of the crackling is a symphony

Combined the feeling is electric



But the cats and dogs cower from the boom

But the noise will continue

And the flashes all the same



It is a celebration of a country we have made

Despite all of its hypocrisy

And even deeds for which we should be ashamed



This is the land I love

A celebration of success

What the entire world aspires to



We should be proud of our accomplishments

And forgive the past we've wronged

No burning of our flags. But keep our freedom strong



Heads held high in pride

Or bowed in humility

Proud to be an American is what I'll always be

Flirty and fun brings a smile to my face

words that are silly and have no deep meaning

Laughing and dancing oh what a feeling



The morning light is joyful

The purpose bright and clear

No deep hidden messages or darkness anywhere



I love that I am happy

That I have so much to share

I am willing and am able and will do all that I can



I don't want prizes or awards for the work that I achieve

I want peace and love and harmony

And to complete what ever I aspire and hope that I Inspire



Leading by example with a simple kind deed

Or orchestrating masses to make our society better

I appreciate each day with energy and strength



I am happy

I am loved

I am!

Woke up with the sunshine beating on my head

Want and aspiration waiting to be fed

Can't wait for him to wake up from his deadly lullaby

He has far to much sadness and refuses to let it die



I reached out with a truthfulness he had rarely seen before

But the friendship that I offer he chooses to ignore

So while I cherish him and wish he could find his joy

The ritual of happiness is my mantra to employ



Love is not so freely given to those who push aside

The affection and compassion that he chooses to deride

I can't make him happy he has to find it in himself

Oh the joy he's missing like a urn upon a shelf



I awaken each day happy and thankful for my blessings

What mistakes I make I waste little time confessing

There is no satisfaction in living with regret

When it's God's will that we should forgive and forget.