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My heart was stolen by a man. When I offered it to him for nothing in return, he rejected it. I spoke the words gently for I knew he would run. I search for him now. I wonder if the moments he filled me with his world linger in his mind? Was I wrong to love him? No! For while I knew he spoke words to create a fantasy I also knew he needed me.



I spoke harshly to him because I was hurt. I wish I could take it back . Now he hides in the shadows and lurks in the distance. I need him to accept my love, not to love me in return. For I have much love in my life. And even more to give.



He searches, he questions, he doubts and he fears. Could I possibly give him that which he seeks? Maybe...maybe not. But I would die trying.



alone till the end

in the cavernous den

The night a shroud

to protect and defend.



a darkness complete

that blocks out my love

a sadness so deep

that your heart only weeps



come to the light

Let my reflection in

no dark of night

can conquer this plight



I whisper in the wind

you howl at the moon

but the truth is a quest

that you must let in



in closing I swear my one truth unto you...I am yours if you invite me.

The sunset resembles the dying embers of a burning fire. The night haunt me as death is knocking at my door. The weight of my loved ones physical is heavy upon me. Tears escape and I wipe them away. The grief of the loss of one so young fills me with despair.



I am reminded that there is not a moment to be wasted. I cant wait to feel love until tomorrow. I need to give it. I need to look into the eyes if my love and tell him. But he eludes me like the lone wolf. He is always searching but never finding because he feels unworthy of my heart.



The ways of the world are against us. It is accepted that we only love one at a time. But when two souls collide like the universe exploding there is denying that this love should be shared. We didnt choose it, it chose us.



I was harsh when I was hurting and lashed out. I fear my wolf wanders forsaken. My heart screams for his return. Reality has taken him from me. I am yearning for his words, his thoughts, his love. If he loves me not I can accept it. But it will not change my love for him. Because as much as he longs for love....I long for him.



I take the lesson of death knocking on my door and look to the moon for my wolf. Come back to me my love.

Today I must say goodbye to someone I dearly love. I will go and speak to those you have departed already. Their souls will embrace her when she arrives. She spent her life wandering. Not part of anyone. So now I must tell them to gather her into the folds and let her know that we have always loved her.



Rise up my beautiful one. Come to the arms of love and peace. End your pain, end your sorrow and know only joy and love.