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Could a man be all that I need?

Could he do what I ask?

These simple things

Could he be kind to those I love?

The children that are so important in my life?

Could he understand the pull of the muse?

Could love me with out rules?

Would he let me be romantic to him?

Long back rubs, and moonlit meals?

Could he let me curl up in his armpit during the horror movie?

Or hold me when it gets to be to much?

Let me see the world for the beauty it is?

Listen to music with out saying words?

Could he look at my high sex drive as a blessing?

Could he realize how much there is to me?

And simply love me for me?

I don't think so

no man can do so

wishes



I need him to be strong

To hold me through the night

To hold me tight

To appreciate what I do

Or maybe just a few

To show me he cares

And love me fully

To not tease when it hurts

To know that my tears are always real

To want to do things nice

To not complain about everything

Or even just try for a night



thoughts

He is losing me quick

With his anger

His names he calls

I bend over backwards

And never get thanks

He will never understand when I leave

He does not know

What he did

I could ruin you mommy dearest

does that worry you?

It should one little truth

your whole tower of lies

would crumble, to ash,

leaving your less that impressive truth

why did you have me?

I did not steal you youth away from you?

How could I, I was a child

you stole many things from me

these disability are truth

you hate me because I am flawed

and its your fault

sighs

but I don't hate you

There once was a time yes

but not now, I am to tired to hate

to sad to cry

you will never be the mother I need

and the one I did is fading fast from me

Her mind is dying mom

And all you can do is lie

sighs

yeah I will keep your secret mom

because I love you

for all that you are, and all that you are not

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michen
08:41 Feb 24 2008

You can give what you have not been given.

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UnbearableAgony
04:08 Feb 25 2008

I like this one... it's almost your best yet. I can feel the honesty... and pain just flow from it. It gave me chills! *hugs* I love you, hun.

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Stuck within this cage

one I never wanted

How did I end up here?

He has locked the door thoroughly

And placed his heart with me

to get out of that door

I would have to crush the heart

I don't want to do that

But god I want out

I scream with the pain

The cages very wall burn me

they burn my soul

weakening, breaking me

God I love him, but

he is killing that love

one day soon if he does not unlock this cage

I am going to have to step on that heart

the broken thing that's beside me

If I step on it,

Its gone for good?

but, me or it ,

who do I choose?

Do I crumble something so beautiful?

because it is killing me?

I will damn him

I don't want that

never that

but what choice?

goddess help me

he is breaking me,

piece by piece, tear by tear,

this cage scrapes my very being,

I am a creature of the night,

never to be tamed

No cages that was agreed

And the sad part is

I know not when he locked me up

only that I woke up this way

When did he do this to me?

when did I get all and none,

of the responsibility?

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UnbearableAgony
04:08 Feb 25 2008

This ones a good one too, hun.

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