I was tired the entire time I made dinner preparations. Through thinly slicing meat, cutting veggies, making a new sauce. I was tired but focused. Everything was timed just right. I was good.
I sit down to eat and get clobbered by my cat. My hands were full as he dug in his claws and walked all over my shoulders.
I have an explosive temper. As a kid it got me into trouble. As a teen it got me more respect than trouble and through my 20's it was my shackles as it was used against me over and over. It took a long time to learn to breath slowly and turn my thinking from stark violent rage and carnage to peace. I only lose my grip from time to time. Usually it isn't too bad but it can be like holding onto a feral animal. Tonight I reigned it in but just barely. I didn't hurt anyone but my sewing box is done for. It overflowed.
I guarantee that I will be sleepy right up until my head hits the pillow. For some reason that particular position kicks off a concert in my head.
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That happens to me a lot.
I usually just ride it out until the end and the encore. I have to be up early though.
This morning I started strong and determined to accomplish things and I did.
Sometimes, just to mess with people, I leave the keyboard settings on Hangul.
하 하 하!
I don't argue with people. I discuss something until it reaches an impasse. Once I have to repeat myself the discussion is over and it is time to move on.
I am getting really irritated with my sinuses and my ears. 2 weeks is long enough right?
I really do know that sometimes these things can drag on a bit. It is annoying though.
Even though I belong to some social networks and use discussion apps I am not the most social person. People make the mistake of assuming that I am quite a lot.
Wake up.
Make coffee.
Check Internet stuff.
Listen to FM302 3 times while playing Minecraft.
Pay a bill.
Watch Moorim School episode 1.
Then the first 6 episodes of Six Flying Dragons.
Three episodes of Shomuni.
All before dinner.
There was housework too.
Stupidly ecstatic. My signed Kpop CD's are here with all the extra stuff too. It is a win for me. Now I can look forward to buying more stuff through that company.
I feel so stupid. Every time I practice typing in Korean I always for get to switch the keyboard back to English.
I have a cat on my shoulder.
It is no replacement for a parrot.
You know that feeling you get when you are sick and you realize that no one else is going to pick up the slack?
It sucks.
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i know. it does suck.
I managed but it really made me mad.
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