Well it seems that I might be pregnant. I will find out on the first. I hope I am because I want a a little brother or sister for Gwendolyn. Plus I am scared because of the high risk pregnancy for me and my baby.
I also have fibromyalgia which is hard to begin with. I know whatever the outcome of the test Michael and I will be excited to be a mommy and daddy again.
Our beautiful daughter is growing up so fast. I know she will be a great big sister. I love my little family.
I am happily married to my husband Michael Singer (charon). He is my world. Yes we have had our problems just like everyone else. We have a beautiful daughter and her name is Gwendolyn. She is a year. So my dreams have come true.
My husband is in the United States army. He has deployed 3 times and it is rough. I am thankful that he is stationed here at Fort Sam because he wont be deploying for awhile. Which means he will be able to reconnect with me and get to know his daughter.
For the most part I have a great life. We struggle with money and other things. One of my biggest problems is that I have Fibromyalgia. It is an illness that has no cure.
I live with pain daily. I am currently taking a fibro class to learn how to live with it. To learn how to work with it and know my limitations.
I also live with Bipolar disorder and ptsd. Which sucks big time. I am learning how to deal with that as well.
I guess when you have what you want in life you have to have some bad stuff going on too. I worry about my mom and my friends. When I make a friend it is a fried for life on my part. But I am tired of getting hurt by people so I am going to start making friends carefully and not open my heart so easily.
I love my life, my husband, and my daughter. Baby it is you and I against the world my love. I love you and our beautiful daughter Gwendolyn.
You guys are my world.
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xxBlueFairyxx
06:55 Aug 29 2010
Good for you, I hope your expecting , I will send reiki. If you need anything please message me.