One day there was beautiful little girl born. She was born with amazing pitch black hair and dark skin. She lightened up and her hair went blonde. What this baby didn’t know is that that would be the happiest day in her life.
When this little girl was but a year her parents split up, who were never married to begin with, and it all went down hill from there. Her mother would take her to daycare every day and on the weekends her father would pick her up from daycare so he could see her without dealing with her mother. That was the good part of this child’s life. When she was three years old her mother moved to Arizona with her new husband. And her father was already remarried and in Idaho.
Her step father was a drug addict and got her mother into it as well. He was very abusive and would fight with her mom quite frequently. He started molesting her when she was four years old and brought his friend into it as well. The things he did to this child were awful and what he didn’t no is that by doing this he was ruining sex for her forever. She now has sex urges so bad that it’s hard to handle because of how young her body was started. She knows how wrong it was now but that doesn’t change how it has affected her body. This girl will never be ‘normal’. And her mother never knew. Was too drugged up. This continued for 5 years.
When she was six a baby boy was born. And suddenly she was no longer a child. She had to take care of this new life, that wasn’t even her baby. But if she didn’t take care of him than who would? She got up at all hours of the night to feed him and check on him to make sure he was ok. When their parents fought she would take him in the other room and make up games so he didn’t hear any of it. Her goal was to never let him see anything that she had seen. She did a great job. And was a mother at the age of six. Nobody realized how that would affect her in the future.( Since she was 12 she’s wanted kids of her own.) Knowing that she could take care of them. Finally after 5 years of hell her mother decided to move.
They moved to her grandparents’ house. And that was a good time in her life. They lived there for a year. She made a great friend that she never wanted to leave. But her mom could never think of what was best for her and made her move. They moved to a small town were her mom started dating and never being home. At 12 years old she was waiting up for her mom. Making her brother dinner, doing homework with him, putting him to bed, and getting him ready for school the next morning. He came into her room when he got scared at night. One night she snuck out and her mom was gone. When she came home all the lights in the house were on and she was so scared her mom had come home. She walks in the front door and her brother runs to her and says where were you I was so scared and you weren’t here. She told him she had gone for a walk and after that night never left the house again at night.
After a couple of years she was moved again. She started running away here because she was sick of her mom using her to raise her son. So when she left for a night it was just to say “take care of things yourself and be an adult.” But to her mom that didn’t matter. She got pissed just the same and just grounded her.
She was raped again when she was 14 years old and her mother never knew. She instead put the guy in jail that didn’t rape her. And didn’t listen when she tried to tell her that he wasn’t the one that raped her. This is when she really started smoking.
And her mom never noticed. She took the smokes from her mom and she never knew. Right as she finally put down her wall and made a place for herself she was told she had to move again.
Things got really hard when they moved this time because they were living in St George and he mothers’ new boyfriend was in Las Vegas. So every weekend her mom would leave and go to Vegas. So this girl was in 9th grade, trying to keep up her grades, and raising a boy in 3rd or 4th grade. When she was in 10th grade and just making a place for herself again her mom said they had to move to Vegas.
She lived there for about 6 months. She hated it there because her moms boyfriend that was living with them was a druggie. There were always people coming and going just like when she was little. When she confronted her mom about this she just told her to shut up. That she didn’t want to hear it. Then one day she told her mom that her boyfriend was getting sloppy because she had found cocaine on the coffee table. About a month later her mom took her for a drive and told her that she had started doing coke about a year ago. And how she justified it was that it wasn’t Meth so it was ok. Then she did a line right in front of her. After that this girl moved out. She was 16 and moved back to St. George with her friends. She lived there for about a year and half and there was this boy that they had taken in as well. She woke up to him fingering her. So she moved out and moved in with her girlfriend. They were doing great. She was finally happy. She had a family that cared. A mom she could talk to. A dad that wasn’t abusive. And she was living with her girlfriend. But it had to be too good to be true. One night when she was getting into the bath her girlfriend comes in says the cops are here with a warrant you have to get out of the bath. The cops started pounding on the bathroom door and her girlfriend said hold on she’s getting dressed. They pushed the door open and made her put a towel on. For about a half hour she was only in a towel. Finally they had a female officer go with her and let her get dressed. For about 2 hours they searched the house and they found drugs that her girlfriend’s mother had been doing, DCFS came and took her, her girlfriend, and the boy that was living there to the youth crisis center. She lived there for two weeks when they decided to put her with relatives. They put her girlfriend in foster care 300+ miles away and the boy in foster care as well. And this is only half of her story. You still haven’t been told the half of her father.
In 16 years this child has been to 15 different school, Lived in 5 different states. Been abused, molested, and above all a mom. But when people ask her “if you could go back and change anything what would you change?” she says “nothing. I’ve been through hell and back and the journey isn’t over but it makes me who I am. I am so strong because of what I’ve been through. And if anything I thank the people for what they’ve put me through if it weren’t for them I wouldn’t be me. Everything happens for a reason. As hard as that is for me to say it’s true.”
How it all began
This story shall be based in London. And is intended for all those who are drawn to it, I will say that many wont like it but a story picks you. You don’t pick the story. It is fiction but based on much truth as well. This will be the story of an amazing coven. All the people are different in so many ways yet so similar. We were somehow all joined together for a reason and this has become a very close family. Many don’t understand how we can do this but it’s all many of us have left.
It all started when a wonderful mistress by the name of SwtEternity, a proud mother and grandmother, told her husband, Aridai, she wanted more. She wanted to share her beliefs in the open again. Being the loving person that Aridia is he told her “than we shall begin looking immediately.” The couple began looking but they didn’t have to look the people just came to them. The first to appear was a lovely lady many know as NefariousWolfBitch who was arguing with a gentleman in the ally. They noticed this and went to break it up before it got out of hand. And it is a good thing they did for Nefarious is very opinionated and to this day we’re still not sure how well that would have turned out.
The three of them went out one night and Nefarious noticed what she thought was a couple. Something about the two of them just caught her attention. She couldn’t tear her eyes away. Nefarious went to Swt and Aridai “Look at those two” she pointed out, “Is it just me or are they just calling to us?” “Let us go talk to them” Swt said as she walked toward them, Aridai and Nefarious following close behind. “Hi I’m SwtEternity and my dear friend Nefarious couldn’t help but spot the two of you out so I insisted we come and introduce ourselves. This is my husband Aridai” she says as she points to him. The man says “I go by demonschild and this is my girl. She goes by queenofchaos.” And suddenly there were 5 members. Later Nefarious found out that demonschild was a master and queen was his slave and first girl. And became good friends with queen realizing that she was well trained and powerful but that she was also a very sweet, passionate individual that was quite independent.
A few weeks passed. Swt was happy about having the few members that she did and they all went out together quite frequently. One Friday night the five of them were out at a gothic/vampyre club. Queen noticed a group of 8 people. She got a great feeling when she walked by and asked Swt to come talk to them with her. The group saw them coming and a lady named vampireslayer stepped forward. She is very protective and Swt could tell that immediately. “I’m not here to hurt anyone I merely want to speak with you guys” Swt says cautiously. “What do you want” vampireslayer replied defensively. Swt replies “well honestly I have just began a coven and have been talking to all those who we feel have caught our attention. Your group happens to be one of those.” “Yes I just got this great feeling when I walked by you guys and felt I needed to come talk to you” Queen chimes in. Vampireslayer steps back and talks to her group of friends. “I should warn you it is a very interesting group of people” she starts pulling a girl forward “Morgansback is quite submissive and takes time to get used to people” then pulling another girl forward “and Nocturnalprincess is quite the opposite. She is outgoing and loves all her friends, however, is quite young.” As she continues to pull people forward, “Enchantedvampiress is definitely an over achiever and is both a psychic and blood lust vampyre. Darklonelykitten has odd dreams about craving blood and flesh but has a wonderful personality.Evilvampyrwench is also a vampyre and is going into nursing, which everyone finds a bit odd but hey we love her anyways. Then there’s IncubusDream and he is actually a lycanthrope but finds the vampyre community much kinder. And last but not least we have AkashasSpawn, she is fascinated with vampyres and is an amazing passionate, honest person.” When vampireslayer finished Swt said “that’s great we love and encourage differences.” So that night the coven gained 8 new members. All dew to Queen. Swt made vampireslayer the protector of the coven for she is quite good at it.
Then one night Darklonelykitten was having a hard night, she had just miscarried. So she went walking and saw a group of four people. She intended on walking right by but a young lady named Southerfreak stopped her and asked if she was ok. “Yes I’m just walking” Kitten replies. Southerfreak says “I don’t believe you something terrible has happened. I know you don’t know me but I want to help.” “Well there’s nothing you can do to help, I’ve just miscarried!” Kitten snaps back. “Oh, I’m so sorry.” Kitten notices that it’s not this girls fault and yet she cared. This doesn’t happen very often. She talked to them all and found out that Forgttn collects swords and Marlene is interested in vampyres. And was given a new philosophy by a lady named Eville, “Eyes are the window to the soul and never forget that.” Kitten felt the need for these wonderful people in the coven so she asked them to meet her at Swt’s house the next morning. They did so and suddenly the coven had four more members.
Swt was so happy. Within a month she acquired 19 more people to add to the 16 she already had... Sweetmisery was found all alone being her normal shy self. Vamp came to Swt because he heard about the coven and wanted a way to change how evil is taking over good. Lozen was found at a metal concert where she almost passed out from dancing too hard and not drinking enough liquid and would have if it weren’t for vampyrwench. Nomercy was found walking in the rain at 1 in the morning he definitely fits in with us. Manslayer was found due to the intuition of demonschild who instantly knew he was an old soul and wanted him in the coven. Blutdurst was introduced by vampireslayer as her husband. Poisened was found trying to hide from everyone in the shadows, we felt she needed someone and gave her a family. Flux was found practicing alchemy and it was decided that the coven needed an alchemist. Winterbitch came to us because she had been hurt too many times by love and wanted a family to trust in.Somnolentsimacrulum was found philosophizing with Enchantedvampiress. Pepper wrote a letter to Swt asking to be allowed in because he just loves to write. Shadowdancer was found at a gothic club. Toria was found at the library researching the history of vampyres.
Dragonkeeper was found playing in a variety of sport for she is very active. Hybridvampire was found just walking because she needed to get away from her brother of whom she watches all the time. Luckyone was found at a vampyre club with her wife, Natalia. CorazonMuerto was found writing and drawing in the coffee shop for that is his passion. Vincent was found out of intuition as well for is an old soul too. And Lordlestat was found at an art fair for he is very artistic. Now that you’ve made it through the introduction of all the coven members... time for the story.
Playing around
Everyone was just beginning to get to know each other. Some were vampyres and others weren’t but it didn’t matter because they all loved each other like family. Some nights they would go out to the clubs and others they would do as they felt they needed to, be protectors of the night. Protect those damn mortals that they really didn’t like too much but if they didn’t protect them nobody would and they would be killed off ruining the balance of humans and creatures of the night.
One night everyone was on the roof of Swt’s house that was so tall you could see across the city for miles. And they were practicing their powers. Darklonelykitten the most for she was recently awoken to being a vampyre. Turns out all those odd dreams meant something, they always do. Then demonschild began to bring in a rainstorm “vampyrwench” he said “come help me bring this in it will be fun.” Eventually Nomercy, Queen, Flux, and Vincent were all helping. The lightening and thunder came instantly. “This is turning out amazing” Queen says. “Hell ya” everyone helping says in unison. Then the rain started coming. The raindrops were the size of quarters. But they had forgotten that vampireslayer hates thunderstorms. “Would you guys stop it!” she yells. “I don’t want to deal with a thunderstorm I can’t concentrate.” All of the sudden the thunder and lightening disappeared and the rain slowed to a lovely fall sprinkle. Swt walks up to her, “Great job my child. I am proud of you. You finally got the strength to create what you want.” That night everyone got in touch with their powers. Even Vamp who didn’t know his in the beginning found he works well with the elements and is empathic. That night was a night of discovery and will never be forgotten.
A few weeks later they were all on the roof practicing and becoming stronger when Sweetmisery went over to the ledge and saw a young lady that couldn’t have been older than 15 being attacked in the alley. Vamp felt a heart racing so fast he though whoever it was would pass out. He could feel this sudden gust of fear. Then he noticed Sweetmisery standing there. For a minute he thought is was her and walked over to talk to her. Right as he got to her he realized what he was feeling, he saw the girl in the alley. “Everyone, stop!” Sweet yelled. The whole coven looked at her. “There’s a girl being attacked in the alley we have to do something.” Everyone was furious and half the coven was getting ready to jump off the building while the other half were at the door to take an alternative route. “Stop!” Swt yells. “I don’t want everyone down there. Manslayer, Vampireslayer go.” Right as they were about to jump off the roof Forgottn yelled “Vampireslayer wait” and he threw this gorgeous dagger at her that had sapphire jewels on the handle. Then the two jumped off the building and went up behind the creature that was attacking her. He had bitten her in three different places on her neck. This poor child had blood dripping down her upper body everywhere. The two pulled the creature off her.Vampireslayer puts the dagger to his throat, “It’s not nice to pick on someone who can’t defend their selves.” Vampireslayer says as she throws him against the wall. “Don’t let it happen again or you wont walk away alive.” Manslayer says as he walks by the creature with the girl in his arms. They bring her to the roof where vampyrwench bandages up her wounds. “Thank you so much” says the terrified girl in tears “if it weren’t for you that... Thing would have killed me. What were you doing here anyways? Who are you guys?” Swt walks over to the girl “This is my coven and we do this every night. We are protectors of the night. We do what we can to help.” The girl looks up at her a tear dropping from her eye “I was always afraid of covens, told they were bad and had no purpose. You have changed my life forever. Thank you so much.” She looks around “Thank you all.” And she walks out the door and down the stairs.
After that night the coven was named ‘he Coven of Bleeding Hearts’ because the hearts of the coven bled for people like that girl. And the motto became ‘The protectors of the night, for everyone needs a guardian.’
My Coven
As you probably already realized this story was that of my coven. I felt it needed to be told. The reason I felt this is because I have had so many people ask “What’s the purpose of being in a coven. Aren’t they bad and/or devil worshipers?” I wanted to write this for those people. Covens don’t have to be devil worshipers and many times they are there for the exact reason I have explained... To help people. Because there are people that care. And most people in covens just need someone there. They have usually been through a lot in their lifetimes and have almost given up hope. A coven offers a family that cares and doesn’t judge them. At least that’s what it did for me. I hope that those who didn’t understand now do a bit better.
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