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At times I feel like

There's something missing

Don't know what it is

But there is emptiness



At times I think I found it

Then when I am happy

Still I feel empty

Why is that?



I have friends

A place to live

A job that supports

Some nice guys to date



Still I feel lost

Could it be that

I don't have a guy

That special one



Well I guess it must be

For now just that way

Try not to look for him

He'll find me when I'm ready

Last night once again alone

While I slept you came along

In my dreams you are there

Waiting for only me



This time I saw your face

And held you in my arms

Kissing you, touching you

Taking you the way you like



Sometimes you change your apperance

This time you were Blonde, blue eyed

Tall, slender build othertimes your dark haired

Brown eyes, medium build, but still mine



All my dreams you show and make me happy

Just by being there, sex or none

Will you still be there tomorrow or now that

I've noted you on paper will you dissapear

Fate has a strange way of showing itself

When you ar etrying to get stuff worked out

All of a sudden a strange twist



You end up getting the brunt

The blame for things gone wrong

But at times its just the way it goes



You try hard to do what is right

But then you find that it goes wrong

Sometimes faster than you want



Hopefully now things will turn around

And things will start going right for me

All I can do is keep trying and not give up

For a long time now I've felt like certin forces have been against me

Like a little black cloud has been following me, blocking me

Stopping me from having true happiness in my life, and with love



No matter what I do, or how I do it

Seems like in time it goes sour

Especially with my love life



No matter how slow i go, or how clear I am with what I want

It starts out really great and then comes another heartache

I keep hoping that one day things will change



That this thing whatever it is

Will just go away and leave

Then I can really be happy

First time I saw you

Was on a full moon

Standing alone in balck



Your longish hair

Flowing in the breeze

You turned and looked at me



Don't know why

I walked to you

Looking into your eyes



Everything around us

Seemed to dissapear

Only yoiu an I were there



When I got close

Wanted to speak

Your presence left me in awe



I stood beside you

Felling safe from the world

We watched the moon



We stood watching

You put your arm around me

I placed mine around your waist



Don't know how long

We watched the moon

Till you turned to face me



You gave me a kiss

It made my heart cry out

You held me as I went weak



No spoken words

We both knew

We'd meet there again



Nerxt night I went back

You were there an smiled

I came to you and held you



Then I learned your name

You asked me to be yours

Only if you'll be mine