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A day so dark, that you dread,

A day so dark, you lie in bed,

A day so grim and grey,

A day that leaves you in dismay,

A day that forces nightmares,

Through your head,

Nightmares of failure,

Sinking in,

Your pride has left,

An emptiness

Substitues your pride,

For all the times that you have lied.



For all the times you lied to me,

Think of what you said,

The lies you told, the way it feels,



It hurts inside,

I used to look up to you,

I used to think no one was better than you,

But now i've found out the real you,

What are you so afraid of?

Is there a reason

A reason I can't see

Is there a reason

A reason why I'm to be

For as long as I can remember

I remember a dream

I dream of life

A life where I can't breathe

In my head I try to scream

Scream and beg

Beg to be free

I beat the walls until they bleed

But no one hears

No one see's

Alone I am trapped

Trapped in me

Alone I am trapped

Without a key

A key to the hunger

The hunger in me

Drawing me onward

I must bleed

Looking up into the sky

Looking up to find a sign

A sign to tell me what I should know

The directions out

Out of this wretched hole

Looking up into the sky

Looking for answers that I can't find

The answers that I

I just need to know

Will there ever be warmth

For this frozen soul

Tell me what have I become?

This feeling inside me

Clawing, gnawing, this hunger leaves me raw.



Have I gone crazy?

My old life has slipped away.

Dark madness and toil

Tear at me, my self’s been stripped away.



Oh, the suffering…

The pain is more than I can bear.

Every light is an electric shock

The slightest sound is a cacophony of thunder in my head.



This hunger

Drives me to do things I should not do

I salivate, please say he ate

My thirst or I am doomed.



I’ll run away

To some dark forest all alone

Where demons crowd me, enshroud me

There I’ll write upon my blackened throne



And waste away

Like this dark creature that I am

Till the crimson rays of the morning sun

Drive away this atrocity, this beastly thing that’s awakened in me



No one can understand…