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11:01 Jul 29 2005
Times Read: 528

Happ to day we could take the day off from work. Withs disapoints me alote. Becouse I had an realy intresting talk with some peopels last night and I could have talked longer with them if it was´t for the job.......So a big *cenusr*.........





Have been notised that there is one peopel that makes my heart goes faster every time a "see" him. No I don´t mean my boyfriend now. This is a complitly stranger. Don´t know enythimng about him. It´s just the way he looks and acts that make me wana have him. Is that good or bad? Ederway I don´t care becouse I could always look and thats nothing wrong with it.





Soon I will went to Malmköping to the great market and look for corsetts and outher stuffs. Hope I fine enything nice and that the English peopel are there this year to. I realy want to buy that one I was looking last year.......If they still have it. The best part of this day is that there is no sun, so I cane be out all day with out worry that I should get sick. No I don´t act like an Vampire if you thouthe that. I have an sun decces and I can´t help it....





Looked at the documenter of Elisabeth from the Discouvery Channel. I can´t help it but I realy enjoyd the story of her and her work with her survents..............Sick but still so beutiful.............

21:17 Jul 28 2005
Times Read: 530

Feel so lonly and down to day.

I can´t see enything that has a reason that I shoud smile to. But wath du I know? I mean mabe it is good that friends geting betting up at there home, that peopel get sick and dies, that some peopel don´t understands the word no and do wathg thay want to do with outhers. Mabe it is a good thing to blue up someones head. I don´t know enymore. It happends so offen that I don´t know if I am only dreaming about the past or if it´s realy happends now to. It´s so hard to understand way it has to happend in the firest time. Gues that I don´t gona get any answers to this. The question "way" is a question without an answer.......



R.I.P



Tesz I miss you so mush. It does´t go a day by with out thinking of you.



Matte I am not the only one that misses you. Pleace come back now.



Märta if the sicknes tooked you away mabe it cane take you back?? Miss your smile and the way made my cussin happy.



Kjell miss your music and the laughts you bringd us. Hope that you have´t forget me. I will never forget you thats for shoure.



Stig love you and will always do. Miss the times in the garge with the bics and all the time a sleept ower at your house. Miss you alot.



Pleace stop playing hide and seak and come and be with me again. I can´t stand being with out you anymore.

On Saturday we just to sleep............
11:32 Jul 24 2005
Times Read: 532




I totely flip out on the party. It started with that my beloved one started to act stupied to me, so I get realy upset. And after a will I started to screaming at him. We bouthe ran ut and I just stop outside the house and stared. Then one of my friedns camed out and wounder way I was so sad. And we talked and after a will I stated to go home (my love was on my side on that time). Then this stranged faight came up and my love went from me. I just fall to the ground and I dont know wath happends next. Becouse someone cames right to me and startes to talk to me and then I am on my way home agin and on the haf way home I meat my love again and He was so sorry for leving me there in the rain on the streat............That did´t feel so good......



I just hate to fight with him. It alwasy ens up with that I do somting stupid...............Way??



To morrow it is time for work again with feels so far away from me right now. Don´t want to but I have to. I don´t have enything against the peopel I work with, it is just that I have to go up so early. Thats the onle problem. Nothing elese..



Enjoy your day you never knows waths gona happend...........



Frozzen kiss Michelin

Bad morning.......
04:01 Jul 22 2005
Times Read: 535

The time is 04:50 here in Sweden and I can´t sleep becouse my frothe is itching my to death.

the stupid alergics meducin isen´t working. Think I have to go to a doktor agin:( Hate doktors!! Hate going on pills!! Hate to exist right now......



To day it is my mothers birthday so I am going home to her and the rest of the family to day and celebrithe her. Later that day I am going to a party at a friend of mine. Hope that will shere me up. Feeling so emty right now and I don´t know way. I mean I have my friends and my boyfriend. So wath am I missing??



Ok my boyfriend isen´t the best but I still love him. Or do I? I mean he never understands me never trys to understand wath it is that I am sad about. Like the time wene Matte blowd his head of and Tesz hangd her self 3 weaks later. He just said thats to bad.........Does he understands me or is he just ignoring me?? I don´t realy know now days. Whene we started to be us for some years ago he always listend to me and tryd to comfort me wene some bad things happend...Now he gives a shit.....thats how it feels.......And thats the reason way don´t belive in long lasting Love..........





Listend to Midnight Syndicate with the anthem Winged Fury. It is realy a good melodi. Way have´t I listend more to them??



Have past the status to Shadow now. So now i cane start to bite and stalk peopel. Sounds fun don´t you think?



Hope that peopel cane read wath Iam writhing. I know that my Englisch isen´t so good................



Frozzen Kiss Michelin

Hate it
16:41 Jul 18 2005
Times Read: 538

I hate work...No I don´t hate work I just hate to go to it. Becouse I am not that kind of person that cane go up at halv past 6 in the morning and leav my house with a smile on my face. I want to sleep for a long time and go out at night. I love the night. It is so dark and peacful. Can´t come up with somthing better then the night. Cane you?



Trying to cock som food but no good lucke there. I am a terible cock, but I do delisiush drinks;P



Long time since I hade an drink. A real drink not bear. Cold smothe liquer poring down my truth...Culd it be better?? Yes it culd but that is worm at first.........



***Saknar min älskade Gosebums***



Undra om det finns fler Svenskar här??

My love
16:10 Jul 17 2005
Times Read: 540




My love has want away again and will be gone for another weak. Not so long time but for me it is like he wil be gone for a year.

Every minute away from him is just like being tortured.



To night I just have to have some. It was so long agoe since the last time. And it has alredy maced some marks on me inside. My head is empty and cane no longer feel the taste of good food and if the wather is cold or worm whene it hits my frothe frome the glass......





To morrow it is another slaveri day at work. Hope I will mange the day and that the sun wount kill me or get me back to the doktor:/ I hate hospitals and the peopel that works there. they are only saing that my skin is to cold and that my blood isen´t good enothe.....

New one here!!!
16:37 Jul 15 2005
Times Read: 544

I realy hope that I have find wath I have been looking for this time. I am so tierd to look fore good sites of Vmpyers.



In my city I am all alone to be a Vampyre and it slovly gonha be my death. I ned to find someone that cane heal my longing for blod.



Cane yoy help me???

Way shud you, you don´t know me............yet....