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has it really been this long?
12:33 Mar 24 2011
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just passing by here and realized something. things have changed. time has flowed by me. so many events has happened. makes me wonder "whats next now?". who knows what the future holds. all i know is that my life is a void full of sadness and loneliness. things that i can do but i must not do. things that i cant do but i must do. fighting forever the temptations of evil that is speaking to my heart, telling me to go on a rampage on the world that has ignored me. no one to turn to for help to kill this darkness. when fight the darkness alone, it leaves a scar that forever changes the person. knowing that the person i once held dear in my heart can be considered lost to me forever...that which causes a conflict within me. two sides fighting for domninance over what my future should go to, my heart and my mind at constant battle. its a wonder that my spirit is strong that can handle all of this pain. its a matter of time before all of this causes a conflict. sometimes i wonder it its a blessing or a curse to receive so much willpower to endure pain from my mothers side of my family cause when i snap, the rage comes from my fathers side of the family. to remember the conflict of last year with the present brings too many memories, feelings once thought locked away back for i am a person who remembers events as easily as breathing.
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