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Ok all these meds are getting on my nerves, as of right now I am on 4 meds, and thats not counting the 3 other meds I have to start taking on Wensday. I am already tired of this crap...LOL oh well I have to suck it up and do what I have to do I guess. Everyone keep praying for me and keep me in your thoughts. I appreciate all the support,messages, and good wishes I have recieved so far. It really helps lift me up when you guys send me your support. I love you all and thank you so much.

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VampireLustLover
04:44 Aug 30 2008

I am so sorry sweetie, I love you and miss you and I hope you get to feeling better soon.

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This sucks, having to go through this and not knowing what the future holds for me. I know we are not supposed to question things that happen to us, but sometimes I cant help but sit back and wonder why these things keep happening to me? I am a good person and Im just tired of it. I need some good luck to come my way, something good to happen to me.





Anyway I am sorry that I am whining, but I am tired of being sick and with this cancer....its just the beginning of being sick for me. I am down and out at this moment and really dont know what to do or think.



Just know that I am sooo glad that I have everyones support and that everyone is praying for me. Please keep them going up for me.



I love you all very much.

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DarkWolfman
17:01 Aug 12 2008

Maybe this is a test of faith...yours and faith in general...just don't give up or give in...you will be stronger for it.

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meanmelissa
17:21 Aug 12 2008

You maybe right, and I am not giving up....but I am just down and out about it and really tired of it. But I am not giving up and I am going to be here to raise my kids.

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Kontradiction
18:29 Aug 12 2008

((hugs))



love here from Cali.



i know Ray is sending her love too.

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Sinora
19:57 Aug 12 2008

Personally I'm a great believer in questioning. Whether I understand the answers or not is something else.

ps...it's not whining it's sharing *hugs*

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EmoDemon
18:46 Aug 18 2008

Aww *hugs*

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VampireLustLover
04:44 Aug 30 2008

It will all be ok cuz, I promise.

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I wanted to say thanks to everyone who has told me that they will pray for me, and for all the kind words that I have recieved. I am also thankful for any of the advice I have recieved about my cancer and the way that I am going to fight and beat this. You are all right, I am a strong person and I plan on fighting this as hard and as long as I can. As you know I have three beautiful kids to watch grow up, and I plan on being here for that. Seeing them grow up, go to college, and start families of their own....thats what I am here for.



But back to my family/coven/friends, you guys are my rock, my support group as you could call it. Without you guys I dont know what I would do. You have been here for me and have added to my hopes of beating this. Please dont forget to keep me in your thoughts and prayers, it is all very appreciated.



I love you all very much.



Love

Melissa

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SalemsxAngel
02:52 Aug 02 2008

Of course hunnie. I love you an I will be here threw everything. Stay strong girl.



You have an always will remain in my heart an prayers :-)

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hisdarkestdream
03:20 Aug 02 2008

I will keep you in my prayers. I know you are strong. You won't let this bring you down because you have everything in the world to fight for.

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Kontradiction
06:37 Aug 02 2008

((hugs))



love you.

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Sinora
09:55 Aug 02 2008

*Hugs*

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meanmelissa
03:30 Aug 03 2008

Thanks for the hugs and for showing me all this love, I love each and everyone of you guys to death.

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VampireLustLover
04:45 Aug 30 2008

I am glad that you have so much support on here, internet friends can sometimes be as close to you as your local friends.

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