hmmm, last thursday at work a large peice of steel dropped 2 stories and hit me square on the hardhat/upper back and i lived. as anyone can tell by my poetry, i've been wanting gods hand to take me from this hell on earth for years, and when gods hand is finally extended this happens. I'm gonna give it a go at work on monday. i got up from that hit on my own with only apparent scrapes and bruises. WTF ?
now i'm wondering if there is something of importance that i'm supposed to do here in the future before i am released from this side of whatever the fuck we are all in. grrrrrrr
i guess the really fucked part is that i'm not afraid to die ... i just dread the thought of living.
good one god
i'm gonna miss my most special friend, at least till we meet again someday on the other side.
that's all i will say because my sadness can't be expressed in mere words.
COMMENTS
It's hard to lose a loved one. I'm sorry for your loss, friend.
thanks ... she's still living on this side ... things just aren't gonna work on this side of whatever though.
however i'll always feel a soul connection to her. i wish her nothing but the best on her journey through this life.
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Isis101
20:22 Sep 30 2012
Holy shit, dude!
Well, however you may feel about this 'miracle', I'm sure many of us here would hate to see you go.
*hugs*
martin
20:32 Sep 30 2012
thankyou sweet lady