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my lilly wolf

my heart and soul

my little baby

my teacher

of love and ...

forgiveness

disappeared

I don't know exactly when

to I don't really know where

but I really don't care

that we'll never meet again

because she saved me

because she believed in me

because what she saw in me

didn't need to be changed

because to change me, she knew

would be a fools errand

because she knew

that fools errands

are carried out by captors and clowns

of which she was neither

the twinkle in her eyes

told me to enjoy being me

told nothing was beyond my capability

told me I wasn't alone

told me she needed me

and in the end

her love set me free

as my love for her

allowed me to let her go

knowing in my heart

that wherever she ended up

she feels safe, and loved

like she deserves to feel

and me

sobriety was robbing me

of the magic that she inspired

and my world

was turning black and white

I will always be grateful to her

she taught about love

and forgiveness

I never did thank her for everything

my only regret

I'll never forget her

especally the twinkle in her eyes



farewell Lilywolf

I think it's time

to say goodbye

and maybe

say hello



hello to

what is out there

goodbye to

what I know



I know I

didn't like it here

my body

lies below



the hatred

from the ones

I trusted

dealt the final blow



and now

I'm in a place

you have to

die to ever know





by martin