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I'm begin Positive Today..Well I always try to...

I just need to Vent alot of the things you read in here is for me to get stuff out..Thats why I call it my Puke Page..I'm always laughing & Joking ..Just Lonely & Frustrated...

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cadrewolf
17:17 Jul 31 2008

Sometimes its good to rant and rave, things posted to cheer us up always help. Thanks

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maliciousIntent63
17:29 Jul 31 2008

Your Welcome my Friend...

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I don't mind anyone looking..

I can see who it was..

This is like it says my observations,,my opinion..

Seeing that you really don't know me {b/c maybe your one of the ones} I am & always will be A Joker..

I'm here TO make Friends but maybe your not..

That's Fine your Choice but I just thought I'd clear that up..

You never know if I'm joking or serious life is already a mess I just like to have Fun..

Ask me & I'll tell you..but most times I'm joking..

I'm just about done..HHMmm .

I am done..

Rate my stuff whatever I'm not getting involved w/ anyone on a Personal Basis..

Keep the Bull Shit & Lie's to your self..

I don't care & don't want to hear it..

Sell that Dope to someone else I'm not Buying..

I believe no one..

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I'm starting to feel the Rage building up again..

These Fuking Demons I thought I put to Rest are fueling the Fire..

I'm so tired of Fake people,,I could just go on a Rampage..

I don't know who or if any of people that I usually sent pic.'s to read this.



Well I'm sorry I haven't gotten a chance to sent anything in a few Day's..

I guess I'm just out of it b/c of what happened & some personal Demons I'm tring to get out of my Head..

Again I'm very sorry but I promise { My Word } I don't Lie..I'll get to you guy's very soon I just had to get away for a bit..

I'm very open-minded ..

I do have opinions but don't judge..

There is so much in this world to close your mind ..

You'll miss something..



The shortest verse in the Bible.."Jesus wept"



Why.?

I think it's b/c he already knew how Fuked up ppl were going to be toward each other in this World..



Like I said my Opinion...

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Sinora
15:32 Jul 18 2008

Yep, I'm with you there.

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I spent a better part of the Day w/ the rugrats..

I love those kids..

They take me back in my mind & I can relate to them on their level.{b/c I'm a Baby too.}

I love to watch them as they see & do things..I can see their Brain clicking away..

We had so much Fun,,I wish it would never end..

They leave & I'm Sad..

Well it's going to be a Good Day even if sometihng tries to Fuk it up..

I won't let it..



My Sister is coming to bring the Kid's ...

I love them w/ every inch of my Life & would Kill for them..

They saved my Life & don't even know it...{too young}

I can't wait.....Their my World...



SEEE.......



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Sinora
16:33 Jul 16 2008

Ahh so cute...enjoy your day.

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Thanks to the ppl. on VR that have went beyond a Fukin Profile & got to know alittle about me.

I'm not what you see or think..

I treat ppl the way you treat me .. PERIOD..!!

I know this isn't a Dating Site but I will say if I find someone here {which I'm not to sure about}..

Guess what it is Now.. LOL ..

I'm not desperate just very lonely..There is a difference.

I've been through alot of Bullshit w/ girls so I'm a little leary..

I'm very Shy in person & have a Heart as big as the world but nobody to share it w/ ..

Well anyway I think I puked enough for now..

Have a Good Day to whoever reads this Crap...

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TheLivingDeadGirl
15:13 Jul 12 2008

hugs Tommy* Your a great friend :) And I know were talking especially the being leary part

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I'm not sure how to put this without....

Screw it...



I don't know what brought this up other than a reflection..

I was sitting on the porch taking care of the Bird's & having my Coffee {normal routine for me}..

So I was remembering how back years ago how I never did what I was doing @ this moment.



Thinking how I used to be so Sick from Herion that I couldn't even sit on the porch..

As soon as I opened my eye's I was running,looking for a bag..trying to find needles that worked..GGRrrr.

It was sickening..



The hair on my neck stood up thinking about it & I felt sick to my stomach..

It's been years since I even had thought's like that..



I snapped out of it & thought I came so far when considering how many don't make it..{all my Friends died from O.D.'s}..



I'm glad these reflection's come to me b/c it makes me stronger & reminds me this Life isn't Bad..

Well it's July 4th...

Not much to it anymore just another day to me..

My Spirits are picking up a bit,resolved some thing's &

it may just turn out OK.

Still lonely as Hell but whatcha gonna do..??

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CarnelianMyst
17:22 Jul 04 2008

Us lonely people have to hang together. :)

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Sinora
18:02 Jul 04 2008

How about we start a lonely club ? lol...seriously I'm glad your feeling a bit better.

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maliciousIntent63
13:19 Jul 05 2008

Thanks for reading this..



I guess it wouldn't be a Bad idea,,

"The Lonely One's"

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