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Kids!!!!05:07 Jul 13 2010
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Let it be said from the very start, I love all 3 of my kids equally. I have and will be there for them no matter what they do and say. But, yes there is a but, I wish they would understand how deeply they hurt me. My 2 older ones are from my first marriage, well their dad, it seems just wants to get them to live with him so he doesnt have to pay child support. Well that would be ok I guess if it was because he wanted them there because he cared about them. But he works out of the country every other month. So he tries to find women to live with him so the kids can stay there even when he is at work. Well it is happening again and I went off on my son because he wasnt going to tell me. Well the deal is yeah I got upset, but its that it tears my heart out when I go though this. My son just had a serious accident on his quad, he is lucky to be ok, he came within cm not even inches to either be hurt for life or dead. I truely would lay my life down for any of my 3 kids, the phrase take a bullet explains it to a tee. They are everything to me. So yeah it hurts like hell when they let someone else step in to my shoes.
The wait gets shorter18:33 Jul 09 2010
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Well I am now under 40 days til my Hubby comes home, I cant wait Its been a long time. Then it will be seeing if our lives together will continue or change forever, I dont want ti to but He has to change how he is to me and he knows this. I know that people take stuff out on the people who love them. But its really not fair. My kids have done this to me for a long time, cause they know no matter what I will love them. But I dont think I should have to do that with my husband, so in short we will see what my future holds, I just want to be loved, respected for what I do and have some peace. Not much to ask for I dont think
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ladySnowStrixx
05:23 Jul 13 2010
Maybe you need to sit the kids down and explain to them how it makes you feel , kids do understand when you talk to them straight and don't use big words.
LacyLashes
23:16 Jun 23 2011
I do hope things have improved since this was written, and will light a candle for you and your family.