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I'm so very lonly. But thats only natural. My family is never home to pester. The only one I ever see around is my little brother. And at the moment he's runnin round the house singing the theme song to Pirates of the Caribean. I sit here listening to Lincoln Park, hopeing that my bf gets on soon. I was at school when I talked to him last. But it was on Instant Messanger *band at my school* So I had to be careful not to get cought. My family has been bugin me to hell on trying to get me to c my father. But I don't wanna. I hate that bastard. He ruind my life. Hell he doesn't even love me. He says he does, but if he did wouldn't he be a bit nicer to his only daughter. Well I'm glad I got that out. I've been keeping my feelings botled up 4 a while now. And It's startling to tear me to peices, bit by bit.

*snifle snif* I'm sooo bored. None of my friends are on at the moment. A few should be but arnt. My hegehog is makin funny noises while running around his cage. He's also a very loud eater. I almost killed my hamster a couple of nights ago. he desided to come visit me in bed while I was asleep. As soon as i felt his cold paws on my leg, i freaked. Then hobbled out of bed to put him in his cage. Yes im rambaling... but its better than sitting here doing nothin.

I'm bored as hell. I'm finally home alone so i can get on here. *jumps up hapily* The school went on a train ride yesterday. Yesterday was also the friday the 13th. I thought that ride would be the death of me. I got off the train and the baka teachers had cameras. I guess they wanted to remner the horor of that boring ride.