The seat yonder shall soon be mine
The thirst is back,
I know that it is my time to shine
The euphoria turns my heart black.
I cannot perceive what waits in the night
I soften the blow,
My prey is now well in my sight
I can see her footsteps in the snow.
The song of a nymph I hear in the dark
The game has begun,
This sailor won’t be fooled by her lark
For he already knows she’s not the one.
The game never changes, only the players do
Victory is at hand
The captain is always more valuable than his crew
And all shall fall at his demand.
Don’t be tormented by lust
Just give in
Ashes to ashes; dust to dust
Now you know you cannot win.
I hear voices in each sphere of my head
Dawn has drawn,
Fear has now impeccably crawled in my bed
For my actions I cannot atone.
I once felt love where now loneliness dwells
It hurts to breathe,
I feel a division hurling in all of my cells
Love is no longer my creed.
I run to friends in dire need of advice
I feel like at birth,
The agony within me makes me turn to vice
Hell is right here on earth.
Desperately I crave to go back to my love
Weakness strikes again,
I give a howl but I have the lungs of a dove
My pride I cannot defend.
The same beat keeps hitting me in the head
Wake up!
I realize that without your love I’m dead
I still remember the brake up.
But I will not let evil befall on my soul
I’ll overcome dying,
The wicked flee when no one pursues
But the righteous are bold as a lion .
In the end your face is the only light I see
You were the one,
Now I know that death is inevitable to me
I think of you as I come undone.
The touch of the lips, so unique, so pure,
Fills my soul at its core;
For the heart that aches it is the cure,
Please torture me no more.
I yearn for it with every atom of my being,
All my energy directed there;
What good are my eyes without seeing,
If in yours they do not glare.
Moment of bliss, when we touch, and embrace,
My body clings to yours;
All the memories now you cannot erase,
We are left with open doors.
I can hear your every whisper, your every thought,
You want me still;
This is for every battle that I have ever fought,
You make my heart tranquil.
I’ve made mistakes, my temper is my doom,
It’s time to atone;
With you I could finally see myself bloom,
Without you I’m alone.
I can smell your hair, I can smell your skin,
I’ve felt that bliss;
I feel your breath, I touch your chin,
I long for your kiss.
Full of revenge flowing in my blood,
how powerful thy people making me sad,
villagers kill my tribe
only me left,'cause i hide.
But this time i will fight,
full of angst building up my might,
i will defend my pride,
so that i can kill them with one stride.
I'll look them with my fiery eyes,
now my heart was cold as ice,
that's the people called me now,
but i don't knowhow would it end, how?!
Now, i began my journey to avenged,
'cause my conscience can't help the revenged,
on this long awaited destiny,
full of hatred was my discovery.
Alas!i made it..
but not ready to end it..
still not contented
nor still amended..
I killed hundreds of people,
the heads were on the flagpole,
that's what you called torture,
and that's my nature...
To you lies are like phantoms, you can see right through
To me the colors you wear are wondrous yet translucent, who knew?
You are the closest it comes to rainbows at night
Is it a lie to say your multitude of colors are a mask for your paranoia,
secrecy and past sufferings brought to a blinding light?
If I were to show you my true colors, you would see a world of grey
For you, I am ready to evolve, this day
Thus we are in two different dimensions unable to speak
We must break down the walls of our dimensions, with frozen tears I try,
but its bleak.
Separating us, a fog filled chasm
A solitary raven crows in the distant church tower, long abandoned save
for the ectoplasms
The fog poisons my mind, makes me envious and bitter without choice
My ears bleed to hear your voice.
Water in the desolate stream waxes cold like needles to the touch,
sulphurous is the air of the night
Your unique beauty and countenance is magnified by the moon and starlight
Aquarius and Pisces are next to each other for eternity like Romeo and Juliet
Just like the water carrier and the two fish, why cant we be together
and avoid this regret?
I dream of you playing piano in the dark
Even one hair has a shadow, every part of you leaves it's mark
You live your life by lyrics, there are no words to this music, to this art
Just the melancholy melody of longing stabbing at my heart.
An insidious mountain of creative pictures, you are painfully perfect,
pretty and talented, the enigma
In hell it is said, flatterers are plunged in excrement covered
in their own shit, their stigma
Am I just a flatterer? For confounding is your mystique,
but I think the truth I do tell
Dante had visions of hell, I envision never seeing you again,
is that not more condemning than hell?
At the end of my bed, she stands,
Darker then the shadows
Moonlight pulling her innocent face
From the darkness behind
What secrets hide behind her face?
Carved perfection like a mask
For all eternity in a minute passing
Our eyes locked in a stare
Deep within my chest
My heart beats in rhythm
Like a thousand drums
While all the while
Her eyes stare cold
Sparkling like set diamonds
She has me totally under her control
A hunger for lust burns within
Meanwhile her white silken gown
Flutters in the cool night breeze
From whence my entranced eyes
Break from hers; to admire her body
Her breasts, partially visible
Behind the translucent silk of her gown
Her smooth, soft skin the look of satin
White as fresh fallen snow
My mind, a torrent, a sea of emotions
Shallow fear yet I'm strangely calm
She walks toward me
Her beauty becoming
More apparent upon each step
But who is this mysterious stranger
Who graces my presence thus?
Her hand runs down my face
I try to speak but her finger
Silences my words
"Hush, speak only with your heart"
The words fall from her mouth
In whispered tones
Her touch feels cold as stone
As her arms wind round
My body like entwining ivy
Her fingers run sensuously
Through my long hair
She stares into my eyes again
Looking deep within
To my mind and soul
Her lips pout and glisten
In the moonlight
Oh how I want to kiss them
Passionately as my hands explore
Her body of sheer perfection
She stands up before me
Her gown drops to the floor
To fall at her feet
Her crimson lips form a smile
My pulse racing ever faster
My blood rushes round my veins
Like ten thousand wild horses
Our bodies embrace like entwined ivy
In each other's loving arms
The pure naked innocence
If this incredible passion could last forever
I would never look back beyond this night
Her moist luscious lips press
Firmly against mine
As I run my hands up
And down her back
Her tongue runs over my cheek
And down my neck
When I feel a sudden
Bolt of piercing pain
My body fills with a gradual weakening
My strength waning as she sucks from my neck
I fall back toward my bed
Barely able to move
I look to her and see blood
Drip from her mouth
Her eyes glow with an iridescent
Electric blue like the full moon
In the black satin night sky
She licks the blood lusciously
From her crimson lips
Her teeth long as canines
From a wolves mouth
Rapidly it becomes apparent
That this angelic vision
That stood before me
In the darkness of my room
Is nothing more
Than an animal of the night
A predatory vampire with
An insatiable hunger for blood
Fear courses through my body
For my very own mortality
Death seems only
A matter of heartbeats away
This creature before me
Still so beautiful in her human form
Yet now adorned with a demon face
She looks at me with a calming smile
Let fall these words I speak to you
Listen and you will learn
"You are now a vampire like myself
A demon creature of this eternal night
You shall live forever"
Her first intention was to kill me
And leave my blood-drained corpse behind
But her love for me prevailed.
The ray of moonlight illuminates the room
As I lay on my bed you come closer to me
A silhouette man seduces me with his mysterious smile
The desire fulfils all my hidden thoughts
Like a fire growing clear
You whisper next to my ear: “I want you, raven
I feel a chill and try to resist
But your voice insinuates a warm gesture
I close my eyes and give myself to the moment
Your hands touch my body, like a slow movement
a synchronized dance attracting all my being
You kiss my velvet lips and drink from my excitement
As I endanger myself,
A sinner lost on an enticing dream.
Your breath on my neck demands a fair trade
And so I pay it with an intense kiss
The fire continues to tease my heart
As you come and taste my soft skin
You whisper next to my ear: “I want you, raven
With an insatiable hunger reflected on your mysterious smile
I feel you so close to me, attracted by your daring
A seduction game starts and ends with a provocative kiss
If you could kiss the sunshine, would you do it everyday?
And if I die tomorrow, would you care of what I say?
If your shadow ran away from your lonely side
would you search for it for hours until finding where it hides?
If the stars were easily removed from the sky up there
would you reach out and take them, and wear them in your hair?
If a black widow spider could kiss your cheeks and not send you screaming away
would you permit it to join you where ever you fancy to lie?
Finally, if your love wrapped their arms around your slender neck,
would you press your lips to thee as if it is your last peck?
Raven! Raven! flying high
Swooping round the darkling sky
Tell me what it's like to feed
On those who've lost morality
Are you Hugin of the mind
Or Munin here to remind?
How did darkness come to stain
The innocence that you now feign?
Can you smell the death on me?
Lust and pride and gluttony
What dark omen do you bring
Upon your steady charcoal wing?
How long have you watched me here
Feasting on my hate and fear?
Do you guard me from the light
Or take away my faulty sight?
Will you be my silent guide
To the world on the other side?
Does it hurt to let me die
And peck away my sightless eye?
Raven! Raven! flying high
Swooping round the darkling sky
Tell me what it's like to feed
On those who've lost morality.
once child of heaven, beloved angel, you
the false godess' shining representative
all glory of the heavenly chors
have you been a long, long time ago
not having been blinded by the high one's might
you did rebel against the blind delusion
fighting for the peace and the freedom
of all the the races surpressed by him
risen from the big dictator's empire
choosen by the dark nations as their ruler
there was, there is and never will be
anyone that would be in your league, lord
your empire's glamour surpasses heaven
limitless relience and unending might
a nation following you freely
will forever be yours, my noble lord
out of the high one's envy grew the big war
heavenly armies led by a cruel hand
to destroy the armies of the dark
to bring down the one that once was with them
having underrated the shadow armies
bindly they were running into their nightmare
beaten and exiled in dishonor
they hopefully recogniced the mistake
even I, who was born from that sea of blood
found secureness with you, my gracious lord
your eternal slave I want to be
giving my body and soul for your good
though I might now be gone far from your lands, lord
that time I will allways carry within me
even now I still feel your gleaming
knowing that the dark will allways live on
the fortune belongs to you, stay wise my king
may the dark empire bloom among you
the nation's biggest treasure be you
and may this blessing remain eternal
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In eternal honor and love to my graceful lord
Send me love and all your heart
Give me what is inside
Maybe it seems too much to start
After all the times we've lied.
Give me false hopes again
Let me feel my place
Tell me I am your truest friend
Go on lie to my face
My heart has stopped it's beating
It no longer tries to keep time
The joys I felt are fleeting
And the pain has crossed the line
Give me all your promises
I'll give you my doubts
My mind out rules my heart and says
This is what love is all about
So here I am before you my friend
I stand here helpless one last time
This is the last and final end
My heart is now forever only mine.
Breathe out so
I can breathe you
In, fill my lungs
With your soul
And let our
Souls be together
At last. Now you
Are in my mind,
My body my soul
And let it be
You who falls
From my eyes
Until my mouth
takes You in
Again. Until I
Breathe You out
Breathe Me in
And Keep us
Alive.
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