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		  dark thoughts day 1306:35 May 22 2014
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When do you really start to heal? a week? two? a year? I sit watching the world pass me up. I offer advice to all that ask but I cant fix that pain. I wonder if its my fault that I hurt with all the mistakes I made the choices I chose, The Reasoning i spent pondering. Am I always Going to be a mistake? A Problem? a hopless wreak? He walks into my life tells me...that I am worthless even for so long that i begin to belive that everything is My fault my mistake....my burdien. 
Will I ever be ok?
		  
		  
      
    
  
		   
	    
	    
		  
		  
  		  
		    
			
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Vloth
12:47 May 22 2014
I am engulfed in the same darkness. My wife beats me daily with a past which is not even real. Healing is a hope. I am still falling further into the palpably dense darkness. There is not even a hint of light. I hope you can find some light to help you find the sanctuary of healing.