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So I found out on July 20 one of my dear friends passed away & left without ever saying good bye :[ I hate this feeling this news has left me & to top it off I went to his funeral which was on my birthday which made it even harder that he would not be there to celebrate it with me. I loved this kid to pieces & all I wanted for him was to make him happy & for him to be happy & I feel as if I failed as a friend to him & that is why he is gone.

We had a history when we were in high school. He had a bright soul & a kind heart as well & since then I have always loved him & cared for him & would be friends for forever & a day. We kept in touch after that time and have hung out and been friends & now all I can think about is how I will never get to hear his laugh or voice ever again no matter how hard I try.

This breaks my heart thinking about & brings me to tears coming to the reality that he is no longer here with me. I also felt as if he wanted to know he was loved by somebody & when he needed people the most no one was around as he would be for someone else.

His last part of his life was in confusion and misery & it breaks me down even more thinking of that. He will always be in my heart & mind & I must remember he is happier & more free with himself then he could ever be here.





I just wish I could have saved him . . . . It is hard to come to peace with this loss. How can I do so? & does it get easier?



R.I.P hun & fly on to the place where you will find peace I love you!!!!