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I dreamed of him, mein herr. In my dream I was at this club which resided within a house. My sister and my cousin were outside saying who could and couldn’t come inside. My ex, we’ll call her ROxi, wasn’t allowed in at first. But because I told my sister she was ok she was then allowed to come in. When you walked in it was low dimed, and the light had like this yellowish glow to it. The walls were wood as was the flooring. I remember downstairs they had these shows going on. They were erotic burlesque showings. Also downstairs on the patio area there were beds with canopies around each one. Each bedding was black and so were the canopies. I saw no real nudity downstairs were only during the burlesque shows. Upstairs however, that’s a whole different ball game. Each room was filled with naked and half naked people. I didn’t stick around upstairs for long because I felt like I wasn’t there for that. So, I went back downstairs to watch a peep show, Misty, a girl I used to dance with, had a showing. She did her act to the song Heart Shaped box by Nirvana. The crowd wasn’t impressed, they even cut her song short. After that I was just going to leave, but as I'm walking down the driveway and a familiar figure is walking besides me. I turn around and head up the driveway to get a better view of this person's face and to at the same to put distance between us. When I turn back around, I see him, mein herr. He looks at me and we walk towards each other up the driveway. He looks worried and excited at the same time. With both is hands he reaches up to cradle my face. He’s trying to kiss me, but I resist. Then he goes on to say “Where have you been? After the coronavirus happened, I came back to the club multiple times, looking for you. I've been looking for you everywhere.” I am shocked and I am speechless, because I wasn’t expecting to see his face again, not even in my sleeping state. Me and Mein herr used to astral travel A LOT together. Until we stopped talking last year. So honestly in my waking state I am still surprised to see him in my sleep. It's at this moment my sister says, “who's the weirdo?” And I can't really remember what I said to her because my total focus was on him. I tell him that I missed him as well and we proceed to go back into the house. I tell him he seems to have gained some weight during this whole thing. He laughs and agrees. We spend lots of time on one of the patio beds, talking and looking at each other. No cuddling, but hand holding I allow. We fell asleep next to each other. Until I realize what time it is and I tell him I had to leave. Before leaving my sister stops me inside the house and proceeds to show me these giant horns on the wall. “You see those?” I nod yes, “those are horns aren't they?” I nod yes once more... “those horns are older than anything in this house” then she walks up the stairs. In my dreams mind I say well that was weird, and me and mein herr continue to leave. While walking down the driveway he stops turns to me and kind of pushes me against the tall wooden fence surrounding the place and looks at me deep in my eyes. I couldn’t kiss him, so I pull away. We proceed to walk down the rest of the driveway and I call my boyfriend the Judge. He says he's on his way, and I'm somewhat relieved. Mein herr didn’t like that I was with someone else. He really didn’t like it that I wouldn’t kiss him. But he said nothing about his feelings and was just with me. We waited at the end of the driveway for a while in silence, then I go “So what should I call you once my boyfriend gets here?” Realizing that act would be deceptive to introduce him under another name would be wrong, I say “Shit never mind I'll tell him the truth” then he goes and gets his “car” it looks like the bat mobile but all grey. He pulls off and swerves and totally totals the car. He walks back to me and he's obviously mad. “what's wrong” he points across the street and there are a bunch of kids laughing at him because he was so mad, he wrecked the car. “well honestly you shouldn’t be drinking and driving”. He gives me a look and he storms off.