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sometimes i rlly wonder if u love me or not cuz u get pissed of the stuidest shit n one of these days ur rlly going to hurt me n i know u dont want that n somethings u do rlly does hurt me n i try so hard to not let u see n when u get rough when u pissed i try so hard to not cry everytime but i do love u i just wonder u know

he drives me fucking nuts i dont think he should waste his money on the damn thing but he doesnt listen to me n then he things i am mad at him witch i aint i just dont feel good is that a crime that i dont want to do shit cuz i dont feel good. sometimes i wonder if this the right path. i dont know y i am so scared. is it normal to be scared about geting marryed i wonder that all the time but idk who to ask help i feel like my world is just spin out of control i know i love him with all my heart but i am scared to death of the next step. i know that there is no turning back i need help y is it so hard to ask for help. any ideas i feel like i am scarming and no one is listening to me.