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Ich nehme dieses Blatt. Ich drücke es tief in meiner Haut. Ich passe meinen Blutfluß heraus auf. Ich passe mein Selbst langsam auf zu sterben.

(the firt part is it in german thats how i arignally wrote it)



I take this blade..



I push it deep in my skin.



I watch my blood flow out.



I watch my self slowly die.

(english version obviously)

Death is all I think of.

Suffering is all know.

Pain is all I feel.

My life has lost its glow.



My heart is torn and broken.

My soul is lost and gone.

My body is only a shell now.

Can you tell me what I am.



I have lost my sense of every thing.

Of what is right...

And what is wrong.

I have lost my sense of self being.

I do no know who I am.



Every thing I thought I knew has been taken from me.

Not stolen,

Not lost,

But removed.



No by another man hand but by my own.