surrounded but alone
crowded into a fishbowl
or a jar with a lid
no where to go
scared and crowded
into a place i dont know
everyone's watching
i preform for no one
jumping through hoops
that i do not see
the world spins around
it's coming after me
i run away
but go nowhere
my head spins around
nobody cares
i try to win the game
no one else plays
i run all by myself
im the loser of the race
no one is watching
everyone sees
i try to hide
im easy to find
there is nothing
it is all in my mind
the sky turns blue, the sun warms my face
the wind seems to wrap me in a warm embrace
the worlds wild spinning seems closer to sane
for the days when i see you i feel less pain
your smile makes me smile too
with your hand in mine i feel less blue
i cherish the time we spend together
i hope that it will last forever
but the morning has come and it is clear
that in my dream is the only place you appear
so i spend the day waiting for the time
that i can fall asleep and maybe you'll be mine
you seem so real but i know we havent met
i search for you but i have not found you yet
know that i will look both high and low
to find the girl with the allureing glow
and when we meet with our first embrace
our bodies and souls will leave this place
I pass you on the street,
you act like you dont see.
I call you on the phone,
you never answer me.
I scream out your name,
the echo is all I hear.
I realize what I am,
I see my biggest fear.
To you I am no one,
you act like I'm a ghost.
To think, it was you,
that I cared for the most.
You walked away,
and took my soul.
Now I am no one,
just an empty hole.
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