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When is my hell going to end when will my pain go away when will i be able to stop crying at night when will my heart and soul quit aching and dieing when will i be able to smile again im so worn down from being in.pain all the time i wish someone who is like my love who knows him or knowd someone who knows him willhave the courage to come forward and help me bring him to me so that his hell amd my hell can end so that our pain will.be over so that our tears will stop so that our hearts wont be in so much agony and torture i realize that those who are like him have to be very secretive and dont trust but i beg you to give me a chance to show u that u can trust me i wont expose u or hurt u or do anything i only want to be back with my love i only want you to bring him to me so our hell can finnaly at long last come to an end and our happiness can begin please help me

I know those who are like my love are out their even a lot of you I'm shure know my love or someone who knows someone who knows him I know through desperate role players and fakes that u are out their and I know that u don't put yourselves out their but please I beg u don't pass me by help me help bring my love back to me so we can be whole again I won't expose u or put u in danger u can trust me I assure you please private message me so we can talk and u can get the information u need to find my love and bring him to my open arms I would be soooo joyous and complete I can't even find the words to fully tell you how much it would mean to me but please please if u really are like my love please help us get back together forever 😢😢💔💔😢😢

My journals are not coming up for some reason but I am not going to get frustrated lol I am looking for those in the vc who are not ur average psy or modern vampire also no role players please I am looking for help someone who can help me and find my love and bring him to me we love each other very much and want to be united I am trying to be strong I won't stop looking or fighting or give up I will never stop until I am reunited back in my loves arms not a night goes by that I don't cry it hurts me very much as it does him I will never give up until I am in my loves arms