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biwitch153: well ask it wont hurt n/e thing to ask because it'll just eat away at you if you don't

tonya p: well i dont care anyway you have sam back and i really dont think you would care about how i was feeling that day anyway i love sam and always will but here is the question did you know most of the nights that you were talking to him i was right there in his bed did you know we were going to buy a house together did you know he told me he loved me and wanted to marie me did you know we were getting along great untill you called him i would like to know when you started seeing him again

tonya p: feel free to ask me what ever and ask him this how could he bring me here and after i lose everythimg i had in life then just rip out my heart like he did if you dont believe me about what i have said ask his mom she was sitting here watching as he had me wait on him hand and foot and do everything he asked me to

tonya p: here is her number 870-724-4148

tonya p: if you wanna kn ow anything more just

tonya p: call me 845-667-2072 but if you are calling to bitch at me dont bother because the only thing i want now is to go on with my life and forget that i lost my kids by comming here after sam promiessed me he would have them here in two weeks and when i couldnt go after them my ex took them

tonya p: so i have one thing i want back and that is them

tonya p: i will always love sam and i dont know why after he broke up with me on the way to pick you up that day and then rubed it in my face by putting you in the car with me

tonya p: but dont worry i dont want hi back even thought i miss him every day but i am sure you and him are happy so anyway i am sure you are getting a good laugh out of this and i have to go to work so bye

tonya p: you need to realize that everything you do in life everything you do everything you say doesnt just effect you it effect's other lives also and sam need's to realize that also there is more to life then just his self he told me that he chose you because of his mom and because it was more helthy for him mentaly i really dont know what he means by that because he had someone that would have walked through fire for him but like i said if you dont believe me ask his mom ask laura i would stay at work with him till 12 and habve to get up at 5 for work yea i know it makes me feel stupid for doing all the things i did for him and haveing him leave me because you were in a mental hospital and asking him back he was afraid you were gonna kill yourself did he

tonya p: tell you that