So I've been depressed for a long long time. I've dealt with it quietly by myself, so I don't upset my friends or family. I hate people that use depression or suicide comments to get attention from others, so please don't think that's what I'm doing. I'm not the kind of person that will admit that I'm depressed.
I just feel like that edge is coming on. My pain doesn't seem to dull or go away. It just stays there eating at me from the inside out. I really don't want to go to my family. Like I said I don't want to upset them, but I know just "removing" myself from their lives would be much worse.
What should I do? I can't afford to go to a Dr... I don't even think insurance covers mental health Dr's very well if at all... Just needed to get this out somewhere.
Hope all is well,
LoW~
COMMENTS
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Mcphooey
11:54 Jun 15 2015
If I was your family I would be so upset to think that you were hurting and you hadn't told me. I'm sure you don't need me to tell you that depression is not a weakness, it's an illness. I would urge you to reach out to family.