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Well here we are again, I don't know what to say, stuff still isn't any better, and I want to write, but really have nothing to say, which itself is depressing for writing is one of the things I love to do. *sigh* I hope I get this job I've applied for, I will ring then in a couple of hours. I really need it, though I suppose I can find another just as easily, though getting someone to employ me is like asking Lenin if having Stalin on his staff was a bright move. I don't know. I still feel kinda lonely, as is usual for me, I guess. Maybe when when I go over east something'll happen, and I'll find someone...? Seems to be a forlorn hope that one, but still. I think I will post another poem.

Well, I think my interview went okay. The lady said the actual position I'd been told about was taken, but that she didn't think the person who had filled it would last long. There were three other positions that I could do so I suppose I might get one of them...I hope I get the one I was originally told about though, that would be best, most hours and less public. I am pretty sure the others all involved mall patrol...ie cleaning in the mall while it is open to the public, which I haven't done before, and aren't that keen on, although I get $20Aust-bout $14USD an hour on Saturday doing that....which ain't too bad.

Okay maybe I will post a poem...not that anyone will read or like it if they stumble upon it :|

I am thinking about posting some of my (crappy) supposedly good poetry in here, I wonder if anyone would read it?

Well...this is taking awhile...I am wondering how long it will take to get to another level thingy...I am finding this site quite interesting...but things like this eat at my mind and I know there is apparently no answer that I can obtain untl it happens...I HATE NOT KNOWING THINGS...AND NOT BEING ABLE TO FIND OUT WHAT I DON'T KNOW IS JUST AS BAD grrr lol

Well I have an interview with a cleaning firm for a job where I will be scrubbing the floors for 3hours or so 6nights a week after the shops shut, right next to a train station. The interwiew is at 2pm tomorrow. If I get it that means I'll have probably around 20+hrs a week...which works out to my earning more than enough to go on holiday after working maybe three months, with a lot of money to spare, and a tidy tax return too for when I come home, if I return home. The only drawback is that it is 6 nights a week, which doesn't bother me so much because it is worth it, if I'm getting that many hours. I'd be able to manage uni then too, even if it is only a couple on units...well, if I could manage those units themselves, what I mean is the job wouldn't coincide with lectures. That is if I make what may be a wise decision to take at least the maths I failed first semester last year...of course that would mean probably actually studying to make sure I passed it, during the afternoons, and also not going away until June. Which itself, may not be a bad thing, money-wise, as it would allow me to save up a good amount of money, and to get my licence sorted before I went away (after you pass your test you have to get 25hrs supervised driving -a log book, and then do a computerised test before you can actually drive alone).



I used to do floor polishing in shopping centers (stripping and sealing)-where you strip the polish off the floor and put down new polish...that had me doing up to 18hrs straight, which I don't think I am up to at the moment, so maybe 3hrs a night would be good? Not too long, not like nothing, and it wouldn't take long to get there and back each day...it would mean I wouldn't be on here at all between about 5am and 10am most days NY time...



Scratch that...interview is now today at 3pm...which is one and a half hours away...















Hmmm...interesting beginning to this journal...unlike my other where I was concerned over the form of my initial entry...hmmm