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I fall asleep to escape my pain,

And all I can think is my own selfish gain,

I want to be happy, at any cost,

That I don't realize my heart becoming as cold as frost,

I try to do good, but it crashes at my feet,

But I will not learn my own defeat,

I keep going as I did before,

Courting next after next, a goddamn whore.

I raise the goblet to my lips,

And take a drink for a moment of bliss,

For my time here is done,

Although my life had just begun,

I hold no regret, I will enjoy my death,

With a smile on my face until my very last breath,

Here it comes, painless and slow,

Light grows dark, but the darkness glows,

My time is near, It's coming fast,

Then I reach for another glass,

As the poison creeps down my throat,

I begin to feel numb, as if I float,

As I drink even more,

I feel happier than before,

I now regret all my past sins,

But it's now too late as my death begins,

Though I now enjoy the bliss,

I grow scared as I feel the coldness of death's kiss....