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Yeah so I finaly realized that I am not destined to be with anyone. I mean I'm sorry I'm saying that because of my girl that I'm with right now but hell its just I dont feel like shes into me as much as I am into her. At the moment I am just so lost, my soul is lost and I dont know what to do. I am too weak to do anything like killing myself or even cutting my writs, I am just stuck in this world in pain. Baby wont you please help me I'm lost without you I love you Nikki777. Please dont let me lose you, I think I actually might give up on everything and I mean EVERYTHING if I lose you my love.

hi there friends well a lot has happend since the last time i wrote in my journal i lost my job awhile back ago and now i am looking hopfully ill find one soon cause if not then ill have to move back in with my parents oh yes i moved out of my house and moved in with my 2 best friends im still single and i think i will be for along time now shit iv already been single for 11 months now so what the fuck eh i dont know lately iv been very depressed AGAIN eh shit im an emotional fucking reck i dont know what to do with myself anymore i swear i feel like i just want to give up on life and myself if you feel like you want to help me out go ahead its always good to meet someone new well i guess thats all for now if i think of anything else ill type that up to untill now



peace and love

yes i said that lol