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help me!

I'm screaming inside,

This pain that I feel is all too real.



Help me!

I can't stop crying,

Inside I feel that my soul is dying.



Help me!

My tounge is like a blade,

That cuts all those that i love all too much.



Help me!

They don't understand,

They never will and so I must kill,



No-one will ever see it...



...It's our little secret.

I feel the flames envelop me,

Yet never will I feel the death that should come,

My pain is scorching,

Yet no-one can know what hurts me,

It is not the illness inside,

But the loss of my true life,

I cry not for what I cannot have,

But for what I have and cannot loose.



I long for the blood that will sustain me,

The blood that will take this pain,

And bring me the extacy and love which I need,

I wait forever as I know i will never come,

And I weep for my love forever lost.



I feel the flames controll me,

But still they refuse to burn.

hey you!

yes you over there...

where have you been all my life?

Where were you when i was a pain?



hey you!

yes you down there...

would you take me in?

would you burn my skin?



hey you!

yes you up there...

can i repent?

can i make you happy?



hey you!

yes you in there...

why are you so empty?

why dont you allow me to cry?



hey you!

hey you...

hey you...



no one listens anymore...

they think the pain is gone...

But the torment caused by that bastard remains...

and will...

forever more...

remain...



hey you...

you want my life?

TAKE IT