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Welcome back Vrs,

I am sorry I didn't write yesterday but I was extremely sick. Food poisoning..Not the most thrilling expirence in the world. This entry is short due to the lack of a muse for now. I am going to the rodeo on staurday!!!!!Floor seats..A first for me. I can't wait..Nail me a cowboy..Hell, why not ride em both? Fairwell my faithful readers..I shall see thee anon

Ah ha, Ravers,

It is quite true to say that it has been indeed a long enough time since I have last written to you all. This is like a public diary which I have no problem with and it is for that reason I address you as ravers as the person I am speaking to rather then a diary or computer screen..wow, talk about your run on sentences..So, I am guessing you would all like to know what the darling ms.Ash has been up to, yes? Well lets start out at the beginning. I have been studying on how authors come up with characters because I, myself am a writer. Many people, have come to the conclusion that writers have alter-egos. My character Ashli, has been said to be my own alter-ego. She is like the person I would love to be and would if I had no inhibitions. She is sexy, coy, smart..smartass..deadly and everything every woman wants to be. With the passing of my grandmother who was my guiding light for so long, it seems that the inner cage which held ashli captive is slowly starting to cave. What would happen if the inner animal got out? Not quite sure. I do know one thing however..And that one thing is who ever I befriend is going to have to be able to tame that animal I have become or rather have began to release. As for the other aspects of my life my empathy sucks..has sucked and will continue to do so. I have thought about binding it but I have been outnumbered by friends and vr members alike.Some say its a precious gift..I say like all gifts it is my curse as well. Well good members I think that this is all I have to say for now..I promise to write all most everyday now! Until next time, merry met and merry part.