The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Looking back on 2007 I have had alot of bad times and alot of good time. I was living in Menomonie this time last year, single living with my ex man that was a hard relationship, I was really mentally unstable it scared me, I had no job at all. By March I moved back with my parents to find a job and get back on my feet. Now i have 3 jobs and all but a few bills paid off. And i am alot more stable now. Theres been deaths in the family My uncle passing away in july that was a really hard time I miss him alot still so many people miss him. My bird and rabbit died too miss them greatly too. Cant forget that I lost my license either that was a great time lol My friends and I turned 21 which is nice. I miss them greatly dont see them that much since i moved so far away. My sister she is getting married now! march is the date so close. I get to be a brides maid! which is nice. Well im starting off the new year with being single again just like last year. all in all it hasnt be a bad year for me, i just think of 2006 and think i had it good in 2007. so for this comming year i want to buy a car i have a good amount of money saved up for a car, cant wait til april 27th i get my license back, work on just haveing one job and to move out on my own again when that happens maybe get a dog that would be nice i really want one again. lose 40 pounds and stop smoking, and work on not being single.

dont even know where to start. its been one of those days. opened at subway today was suposed to be done at 2pm everything was going good until my replacement didnt show up at all. I called everyone i could think off to cover for that person couldnt find anyone and my boss was at another job. so she told me to close the store down at 3pm. I was more then happy too since I was an hour late for another job i had to do, didnt know a cabain needed to get cleaned and the people were allready there so by then i was in a peachy mood... not really. Then the damn kitchen sink was really cluged up that just made my day. yeah i just hate days like this. Subway has been really pissing lately my boss feels the same way. all is good now fixed the day with a strong drink and some green.

Man we got hit with a blizzard last night and it is still snowing hard. the plows havent came through yet either, getting snowed in. its sp fuckin pretty though. I almost got my moms veichle stuck and almost crashed into a tree and sign. and my cousin got her truck stuck. its going to be really fun cleaning 2 cabains later. its really bad outside. i think we got over 10 inches of snow and its going to be alot more soon.

mello yello is good im drinking it right now... well now that thats out of the way lets get to the important stuff.hmmmmmmmmmm. oh i got nothing right now this is a pointless entry.

I really feel like my life is about to fall apart. my life has been good this past year. but my depression is starting to hit me good. I miss my friends in eau claire. I really miss dave too. I know i should be over him, it hurts to read about whats going on with him and that bitch. If i could go back in time and change things i think i would be with him still and be very happy i was once very happy with him. I miss his kids too. ok im shutting up i really have nothing else to say well i do but i have to go to work and i dont want to cry if i keep typing im going to cry.

dont listen to anything that i have to say in this entry its just a bunch of shit from my mind. trying to fight my depression or something damn depression has been sneaking up on me lately. I think i will go smoke a bowl and maybe have some vodka now. Ive been fighting with it for the past 2 weeks now. its been a couple years since i stoped it. I think im just way to stressed out lately or something. I need to figure it out. Maybe im just a fatass lol or both. i know that theres better ways to lose weight. but theres something about the way it makes me feel after i do it. its almost like cutting. I havent cut in a few months. i can go months with out cutting but lately i just want to cut so bad I havent done it yet but thats a 12 year battle for me some years im winning it and some years im not. ok im shutting up.

they blocked me right after this too. god im so hurt by this now.....NOT!!!!!!!! i tell it how it is.



Original Message:



FROM: LordValek



well ment no harm but I just returned the favor bye



On 15:32:21 Dec 10 2007 lenoresprettycorpse wrote:



why do you feel like writing asking me why i think you deserve a 9. dont really like when people write to me like this. i dont give out alot of 10's on here. theres not enought words, i think. ok and who cares that you got a nine why are you so worried about getting a nine. a nine is good i could have given you a 1. would you like a 1 instead of a 9?



On 15:27:29 Dec 10 2007 LordValek wrote:



Why do you feel I deserve a 9

Smokey my Rabbit has died. he died sometime today in the morning. Ive had him for over eight years now. It was about time for him to pass on i think. its just really fucked up cuz i was at my friends house today talking about how my 1st rabbit died and how we got smokey 3 days later. And about how he was really old and it would be better for him to pass on soon. and then i come home to him dead. i think thats alittle fucked up.